September Favorites: A Lot of Favorite Oldies – & Some Incredible Newbies

I truly cannot believe that it’s October. I’ve been busy! It’s not “going to class” busy, but I have been writing, taking one online class that is about writing creative non-fiction (aka: the way I write on this site!), & just…Realizing Things…

I feel like I Realize Things every month (I mean, thank god I do) but this month was huge for me. I’m slowly starting  to slip into the shell that fits me most. It’s a long scary road ahead, but I think I’ll handle it fine. I have been more at peace with my mind lately; I laugh more easily & things are’t engulfed in dark thoughts. I’m becoming more myself, & for that alone – I will always remember this September in my mind.

This post isn’t really about “me” at all, as you can tell by my title – but I wanted to type it out that I am feeling more comfortable with myself every single day & it’s something I’m proud of & want to share. I never thought I’d be this busy & at peace with myself after having to give up violin in April (read why here). I have been more cheerful, more focused on my own thoughts & trying to trust my intuition; I dance alone in my room; I write, write, & write; I keep my family & dear friends close to my heart & try to love them as best as I can. Needless to say, feeling this way is amazing for me & it’s not something that came to me easily – so, I’m proud of the progress I have made & wanted to share it with all of you!

Now that I have that out of the way, let me promise that I have some amazing things coming up on here, including a few “interviews” with some friends of mine! I also have some upcoming things that are even more amazing with some other orgnizations 🙂 stay tuned is all I will say (for now).

My monthly playlist for September is already up! You can check it out here. For the first time, it includes a poem – by me! It’s the first time I have put my poetry on this blog, so I hope you like it. I have good things planned for the month of October, & I CANNOT contain my excitement for Stranger Things Season 2. AAA! Okay! Let’s talk products (& other little things)

I’ve written about simplifying my skin care routines – both morning & night. I really tried to stick to that this month, & I do think that the difference is noticable! My skin looks glowier & isn’t as congested. I think my face was being overwhelmed with products & was telling me to slow down…I’m glad I listened.

Don’t worry, I won’t be cutting off new products; you’ll still get reviews from me! I’m just using a different (slower, but worth it) method to see how I like a product: that is, make sure the rest of my skin care is consistent while I’m trying out the new product. That way, I can tell if there’s a noticeable difference – good or bad!

So, this September, I cut back my routine to fewer steps; fewer serums. I had to make one big purchase; other than that, however, I stuck to what I knew & loved. My cutting back on buying skin care has been good for my wallet AS WELL AS good for my skin. It’s a win-win.

In my September favorites, I’m returning to some old, much-loved products, as well as a few new ones that are helping me keep my skin calm, hydrated, glowy, & clear. You’ll see a lipstick I just remembered I owned; you’ll see a cream that triples as a moisturizer, leave-on mask, & makeup primer. I’ve categorized them loosely: Of course, we’ll have skin care; I’ll split up makeup favorites into another category; I also have some art pieces, photos, & jewelry i’ve been liking as well (side note: I may do a lookbook in the future; it might be fun! Tell me what you think about that).

You’ll see them all; you’ll see everything! Even better, you’ll be able to read all my thoughts on them starting…now! ENJOY!


My routine is pretty much the same as the simplified ones I’ve built (read my “back to basics” morning routine here; I’ve allowed myself free range on masks, which is fun! Most of my skincare favorites for this month are old & much-loved (though I haven’t talked in detail about all of them on this blog). Only one out of the three masks I loved the most this month is an old favorite. I figured we may as well start with the new stuff, then move from there!


The tremendous trio of my September

Let’s start with the one I was most surprised by: the Boscia Luminizing Black Mask. I have an upcoming post that’s a review of some of Boscia’s other products – they were kind enough to send me some things, including this mask! I have some good opinions on the other products, & I won’t say too much about this one – just that I’m shocked at how effective yet gentle it was. Yes – it’s an intense peel-off mask, & you may have to tug a tiny bit, but it really, really works. I use it in the evening; I wake up with glowier, clearer, less congested skin every time I’ve used this mask. I will definitely be repurchasing this with my own money; I’m also recommending it to everyone I see!

Okay – on to our next mask. This is an old favorite; something my own mama put me onto, actually! You all know my love for Origins products – the Drink Up™️ Intensive Overnight Mask is now one of my cult favorite products from the brand. Here, I have a small travel size that came from a bigger kit with two minis (one of this mask; the other the Origins charcoal mask), but I will most definitely be getting full-size (or sneaking dollops of my mama’s) once I’m done with my little tube.

What made me start using this again? Well, I always have redness/sensitivity/dryness under my nose, but it got quite bad this past month for some reason (nothing changed; no colds; nothing!) & I was trying to find overnight masks that would give that are an extra boost of hydration. BAM! This one did the trick in about two days. Sensitivity & dryness are, for the most part, gone. It definitely is intended for dry skin types; even Origins mentions that in the product description. It contains a variety of hydrating oils: avocado & apricot kernel oil do most of the work here. Together, these oils build a moisture reservoir for your skin overnight. You’ll wake up with softer, calmer skin for sure – but it works even in a few minutes. The oils don’t just build a moisture reservoir; they instantly flood your compromised moisture reserves – aka: it’s great for using on super dry spots. It also contains Japanese seaweed as a main ingredient, which repairs the skin’s barrier, preventing future dehydration. The smell is soft but present; I’d describe it as slightly citrusy; tangy fruit for sure. It also is very cooling when first applied – another relief to tired, dehydrated skin cells. Best of all – this mask does not clog my pores, even though it contains oils, & even though it’s meant to be worn overnight! I can only thank Origins (of course) & my mama – for buying the mask before I even knew it existed.

Last mask? Mario Badescu Whitening Mask. I’ve been hearing things about this product for ages; I was a bit scared because it seemed quite intense. The mask itself looks a bit like liquid concrete (see above photo) & has a very thick texture. It also has an odd smell – that’s because of the liquorice as an ingredient.

Will this bleach my skin/lighten my freckles? No! It simply evens out your skin tone, soothing irritation & reparing discolored areas, like scars. To my surprise, it’s actually meant for dry skin.  Kojic acid, liquorice root extract, mulberry extract, & grapeseed extract  and  minimize the look of age spots and even out skin in general, while olive oil & Vitamin E lock in moisture, making your complexion bright & glowy – but still soft. I know a lot of dry-skinned people who struggle to find a brightening mask that isn’t drying. I’d hesitate to call this a “whitening” mask, as I don’t think that it lightens the skin. I think “brightening” is a better way to describe it, but that’s just me. Best of all? You only leave it on for ten minutes maximum – perfect if you’re up in the morning, want to treat your face right, but don’t have much time. Try using it as a spot treatment on uneven areas from time to time; your skin will thank you. I’m happy I finally gave this a go; it’s a great mask that’s quick, not too expensive, & lasts a long time (thanks to the consistency).

The Ordinary Hyaluronic Acid 2% + B5 / Drunk Elephant T.L.C. Framboos™ Glycolic Night Serum

You’ve seen these before in my posts; the fact that I love the Drunk Elephant Framboos Glycolic Night Serum is no secret. I love The Ordinary’s Hyaluronic Acid as well – it’s dirt-cheap (unlike the Drunk Elephant) & works very well overnight to lock in moisture & keep my complexion plump & glowy. The one problem I have with all of The Ordinary’s serums is that they’re a bit tacky; I don’t mind this, however, if I’m using one as a night serum. I find the Drunk Elephant one to be a bit tacky, too – together, they work like a dream.

The Drunk Elephant serum works to gently exfoliate, thanks to the AHA/BHA blend & the glycolic acid. I do try to avoid the area under my nose when applying this serum – I am always dry & sensitive around there, & I don’t want to take too many chances. On my cheeks, forehead, chin, though – that’s a different story. This serum took my skin to the next level; think of it as a very gentle Babyfacial – except you use it every single night.

The Hyaluronic Acid 2% + B5 is another treasure. It’s more lightweight than some of the other serums by The Ordinary; because of this, it’s less tacky than the others – big plus! As most of you may know by this point: hyaluronic acid can attract up to 1,000 times its weight in water. This makes it an amazing hydrating serum for any skin type – it contains no oil – & the added Vitamin B5 in The Ordinary’s formula enhances surface hydration. Basically: this is an amazing, hydrating serum for any & all skin types. It’s dirt-cheap, & it works beautifully.

Why do these two work so well together? Well, I like to think of the Framboos serum as a lighter version of the Sukari Babyfacial (also by Drunk Elephant). It gently exfoliates (chemically, thanks to the glycolic acid & the AHA/BHA blend) & gets rid of texture, keeps skin clear & bright, & just gives me a great glow. The Hyaluronic Acid 2% + B5 locks in moisture; it gives me an extra layer of hydration without feeling too weighed down, & it ensures that no matter what, I will not have dry skin after applying the DE Framboos – no matter what. A dynamic duo, indeed.

Embryolisse Lait Creme Concentre 

Embryolisse Lait Creme Concentre – Jane Birkin’s go-to

Okay. I love Glossier with all my heart – & I loved their Priming Moisturizer for daily wear, until very recently. I noticed a few other people (including YouTubers like Ingrid Nilsen) complaining about the formula. I was confused. I noticed no difference – then I started using my brand-new tube. Suddenly, I got it. Keep in mind: this was Ingrid’s first impression of Priming Moisturizer; she hadn’t bought it previously so hadn’t tried the previous formulation. Here’s what she had to say about the PM in her video “GLOSSIER REVIEW! What’s Worth It + What’s Not”:

“I wanted something that would be a really good daily moisturizer; one that would provide a little bit more hydration. When I started using this, I really loved the consistency of it…but then after a few days of using this regularly, I started to notice that my skin felt kind of and irritated…kind of like how it feels when I use a retinol treatment. I was really confused about how my skin was feeling at first…because when I put the moisturizer on, it felt really hydrating, but not greasy…I looked at the ingredients in this, and sure enough, there is retinol in this.”

Long quote, but it’s still a shortened version of what Ingrid had to say. I love her videos – you should check them out! This was a great review of the brand (in my opinion).

Okay – so I’d been getting questions for a while about Glossier switching their ingredients. I was confused, because mine felt the same – then I got my new tube, felt a bit irritated & red for a few days, watched Ingrid’s video…&…you get it! 2 + 2 = 4.

I didn’t have the same reaction Ingrid did; she mentioned feeling tight & dry. I felt hydrated still, but I felt as though my skin was tingling; it felt a little warmer than usual, too. I didn’t ever get a rash, but I had increased irritation/redness under my nose.

If you’ve been using Glossier’s Priming Moisturizer lately & haven’t had a problem, you’re fine – you probably just aren’t sensitive to retinol; some are more sensitive than others. The ingredient won’t hurt you – just make sure you wear sunscreen (otherwise, it will hurt you). But remember: you should be wearing sunscreen anyway!

I saw that Ingrid mentioned the Embryolisse cream. I asked a few others about it, & after seeing only positive reviews – & hearing that it was Jane Birkin’s go-to moisturizer – I ordered it from the online shop DermStore – you can get many French pharmacy products & other cult favorites on there. It’s quite inexpensive; you get a bit more product than the Glossier Priming Moisturizer, & you pay a little more for this tube than for the Glossier one. It evens out when considering product amount.

This moisturizer is quickly described as “A vitamin and antioxidant-rich moisturizer ideal for dry skin. Well – dry skin, that’s me! On the back of the tube, Embryolisse claims that this cream is a 3-in-1: a moisturizer (of course) a leave-on mask, & a makeup primer. Say no more. I’ve been eyeing leave-on masks since I saw Delilah Parillo use the ridiculously expensive (& luxurious) Sisley Paris Black Rose Cream Mask in her GRWM video with Glossier.

The Sisley one is $162; the Embryolisse is $28 (& that’s the bigger size). I’m not saying they’re similar – I have no idea what the Sisley one feels like on the face – but if you’ve been looking for “leave-on masks,” this is a good inexpensive one to give a go.

“Moisturizer. Make-up primer. Moisturizing mask.”

It’s very similar in consistency to Glossier’s Priming Moisturizer. Yet – it sinks in quicker, easier, & – best of all – doesn’t tingle or burn after application. It’s slightly less…oily…I suppose is the best word…than the Glossier Priming Moisturizer. I feel as though the finishes are slightly different. Somehow, the texture ends up feeling similar yet very different. It sinks in faster than the Glossier one; if you work too slow, the cream will actually sink into the back of your hand, leaving less than you put on the back of your hand (if that’s how you apply your moisturizer). Embryolisse boasts that the cream is quickly absorbed by the skin; I’d agree with that – in the best way possible, it is very absorbant. Hence, the hydrated yet not sticky or greasy finish. It works very nicely as a primer; if I need five minutes to get ready, this is the moisturizer/primer I would slap on before patting a little concealer on & running.

I will definitely be refilling my tube when this one runs out. It’s been the main player for the past month or so for a daytime moisturizer. Plus – Jane Birkin used it. It has to be good, right?

This is a LOT of product – I won’t run out any time soon

Sunday Riley U.F.O / Glossier Priming Moisturizer Rich

This is a “hack” that is most certainly not a hack – thousands of people have done this before I have. In fact, I got that tip from many posts on various skin care websites. Oils can be patted into the skin before or after moisturizing, but they can also be mixed into the moisturizer of your choice (just as long as it’s not a water gel cream; I can’t see an oil reacting well to that type of moisturizer).

My newest night moisturizing routine – scoop, cream, & oil are used together every single evening

Sunday Riley U.F.O. Ultra-Clarifying Face Oil 

I love a good facial oil! This one was the first that I ever bought – & it is something that I have continued to return to, time after time.

First off – let’s start with some context. I was having some bad skin weeks in January; I asked a friend for help, & she recommended I try the Sunday Riley. When I looked it up on Sephora, I noticed that it contained some salicylic acid – something found very often in acne treatments (like Proactiv). I was nervous after seeing that – I was convinced I’d end up dry & greasy – but the oil itself was so beautiful, I had never tried a face oil, I had Christmas money, & my skin did need a litle extra help at that time. I figured that all of these were good reasons to justify my purchase, so I clenched my teeth, typed in my Sephora gift card number, & waited for the product to arrive.

I was not disappointed. Turns out: this oil is marketed for all skin types. Why? Well, because while the salicylic acid does its clarifying work, milk thistle and cucumber seed oil ensure that you’ll feel soothed & hydrated all day. Chamomile and neroli soothe stressed, blemish-prone skin, but they can also sooth dry/sensitive, too.

This oil has a very pungent smell to it. It’s very herbal, green, & very dark. I like it quite a lot, but I know some people absolutely hate it. If you’re unsure about scented products/are sensitive to heavy scents, I’d definitely recommend going to a Sephora to see what it smells like. Personally – I don’t really care what a product smells like, as long as it works. This one works – I also like the smell, which is a big plus.

Glossier Priming Moisturizer Rich 

(Not to be confused with the original Priming Moisturizer I mentioned above with the Embryolisse cream)

Sigh. Will I ever shut up about how much I love this moisturizer? Well, even if I could, I wouldn’t. It’s that good to my skin. Seriously. When Glossier launched this product in January, I jumped on it as fast as possible. I was not surprised. Even on the coldest days, PMR would keep my face feeling plump & hydrated. I can wear it in the day without getting clogged pores, or I can slather on a thick layer all over my face after a rigorous tingling mask. I can use it for any occasion, really.

First off the bat – this stuff is butter-soft, so luxurious in texture, & smells heavenly. It isn’t too floral; it isn’t musky or fruity. A key ingredient in PMR is lavender; one of my favorite scents is lavender. It would make sense I gravitate towards that scent! Anyways: it smells luxurious, feels luxurious, & gives your skin a from-within glow. It’s one of the Glossier products I recommend to anyone – like Super Pure Serum (read my mini review on it here!). In fact, PMR was the first thing to pop into my mind when I was asked as a rep to name my favorite Glossier products. I said it “makes me feel like a queen.” I wasn’t wrong.

The only cream I can compare PMR to is Peter Thomas Roth Rose Stem Cell Bio-Repair Cream. They’re not exact by any means; the rose cream is a pale pink, while the Priming Moisturizer Rich is an ivory-shell kind of shade. The end results, however, are very similar – there’s just one downside: the Rose Stem Cell Bio-Repair Mask is $75.

That’s a lot of money for a cream, & I do spend money on some expensive skin care (like Drunk Elephant or Sunday Riley), but I don’t look at creams much anymore (for nightt-ime, that is). Why?

Priming Moisturizer Rich. That’s all.

A close-up of the products, with a bit of the spoon’s scoop showing itself. I love the color of the oil

So…what’s the deal with these products? What’s that stick in the jar of cream?

First of all – the stick is actually called the Stainless Steel Spoon, sold by NIOD, which is one of the few “brands” DECIEM owns (including The Ordinary).

I’ve spoken about how hygienic spatulas are – they keep bacteria away, & only scoop up enough amount that you need; cream you’ll have to touch regardless. Keeping the fingers away from your jar of moisturizer, however, will benefit me, you…the whole universe.

I used some plastic spatulas to apply my moisturizer initially; this past summer, I saw the Stainless Steel Spoon pop up when I was browsing DECIEM’s site for The Ordinary prroducts. I saw it pop up, I saw it was $2.50, & then I bought it.

Thoughts? Not much to say, except that it’s very pretty & shiny, it does exactly what it’s supposed to do – & it’s environment-friendly! No more throwing out plastic spatulas after they get old. I clean this one with rubbing alcohol, just as I did with plastic – but this one will last.

I use the Stainless Steel Spoon to scoop up the right amount of Priming Moisturizer Rich for my face (about one average-size scoop of the spoon), then I grab my vial of Sunday Riley’s U.F.O. & drop three drops right down into the cream on the back of my hand. I then mix them together; the dark green of the oil makes the cream turn a nice minty-green apple color. The scents of the two products combined is absolutely heavenly, especially at night. I like to think of it as aromatherapy. I apply the green mix to my face, close my jars & screw shut my vials – & there! I am good to go. The oil helps keep my skin balanced & clear, while the moisturizer keeps my skin get softer, dewier, & free of redness (YAY!)  & I think they work perfectly together. It’s a dreamy combination.

Glossier Body Hero Duo 

You know – the huge body-positive ad campaign that’s going around these days. The one that hasn’t been photoshopped or retouched. The one starring (let’s be real here) Paloma Elsesser, one of my favorite faces out in the beauty/fashion world right now. You can read my full review here if you’d like; you can also just keep reading to see why the duo is in my favorites.

Another duo; this time: Body Hero Duo. (SIDE NOTE: special Body Hero sticker only comes with an order of the duo; same goes for the larger pink pouch that comes with it (which I’ve been loving as a quick makeup bag. The more you can fit, the better

In my first impressions review, I mentioned being worried about the Daily Oil Wash running out on me quickly. I was worried because the consistency is extremely thin, which often means you need more amount of product, which means you run out quickly…you get it. I’ve also been using it on my “hair.” The oils are gentle enough but foam up very nicely; I come out of the shower with soft skin, a nose full of orange blossom neroli (the Body Hero scent) & soft peach fuzz on my head, too! I’ve found it to be particularly useful after shaving my head. I get covered in particles of hair; the oil swipes the little ones stuck to my shoulders with no issue, & I can dry off without seeing more of my tiny hair spikes that I didn’t catch the first time around. Daily Oil Wash? So far, you’re doing well. Stay tuned for a more in-depth review of my impressions of Daily Oil Wash – coming soon!

I will say with no hesitation that the Daily Perfecting Cream is my favorite out of the two. It truly does work like a liquid highlight; I’ve applied it while shining a flashlight on my hand or arm, & you can see a subtle glow (not even a shimmer!) that reflects slightly pink. It’s as though Becca’s liquid highlights now have a sister – just for the rest of our bodies.

I’ve been using the Daily Perfecting Cream as a body & a hand cream. It’s really hard to explain how nice the cream feels when it’s sunk into your skin…just know that you won’t feel sticky or greasy; you’ll just walk around feeling as though you just moisturized, but not in a bad way. It also smells like orange blossom neroli, & the scent lingers longer than the scent of the Daily Oil Wash – I’m not complaining. I absolutely adore the scent of this duo; it’s very neutral, yet somehow appealing to everyone that I know has tried it. I truly don’t have anything bad to say about it – & if you don’t want to buy the duo & don’t know which to pick…get the cream. You won’t regret it – I promise!



Yay! Time for some fun. Let’s get right to it. Here’s what I’ve been loving – get ready for some face photos, too!

Fenty Beauty Gloss Bomb / Urban Decay Vice Lipstick in Weirdo 

Two lip products that work amazingly together – & just as well as standalone products, too

I’ll get to the lipstick in a moment – let’s just take a moment to acknowlege that Rihanna came out with one single lip product for the initial launch – a lip product that looks incredible on literally every skin tone. I mean, it’s Fenty Beauty – inclusivity is a must, & I’m here for it.

Gloss Bomb is described as a “universal lip luminizer,” which, judging from the pictures I’ve seen, is completely accurate. The shade is in “Fenty Glow” which is described as “a shimmering rose nude.” Somehow, the gloss is sheer enough to be flattering on everyone; no one looks as though they’re wearing a heavy lip (or one that is waaaayyy too light). Even on my pale skin, my lips look plumper & shinier – enhanced, not modified. It truly does look incredible on everyone I’ve seen wear it.

The Gloss Bomb is also one of the cheaper products on Fenty Beauty’s display. It’s a gloss that wouldn’t take too many hours of work to buy. The shape & design of the gloss makes it a beautiful thing to carry around; plus, the octagonal shape of the chunky little tube makes it easy to find if/when digging around in a bag. The wand is chunky & thick, just like the tube. Don’t worry – it won’t be messy. One swipe with this big wand, a few smaller strokes to ensure full coverage, & you’re good to go. It’s something you can apply without a mirror; it’s something that smells good; it’s something that’s incredibly hydrating; it’s something that looks good on every. Single. Person.

If you’re overwhelmed by the Fenty Beauty launch (that was a lot of product dumped on us!) I recommend you start with this if you don’t know where to begin. I guarantee that you’ll look amazing in it. Trust me!

Fenty Gloss Bomb on the lips!

Now – the lipstick. I’ve liked the Urban Decay Vice lipstick line for quite a while now. I have three shades: two are pinky-nudes, the other is a sheer red (which I adore). In my opinion, the quality of UD lipsticks have surpassed MAC’s – plus, I always try to go with the cruelty-free option…& if on top of that, it feels better than MAC lipsticks anyway – what reason do you have to not pick the Vice lipstick?

This is just about the same price as a MAC lipstick & I think the packaging is prettier! (but that’s just me)

I wear the shade Weirdo all the time. It’s a cream finish; that means it’s hydrating but doesn’t fade too quickly. It also has a bit of sheen to it – it’s not a glossy lipstick by any means, but I enjoy the slight sheen. It’s described as a “pale baby pink” – & I know I’m pale, but looking at that lipstick, it just doesn’t seem quite a baby pink to me. When swatched or worn on the lips, it comes off more of a rosy coral for me – it’s not over the top, though. Definitely it’s something I pull out when I’m stumped on what to do with my lips when I have a dramatic eye look going on; it’s also good to smudge some of this on in a hurry & look hecticly polished because of it.

The lipstick formula contains a lot of hydrating ingredients, like aloe vera, jojoba, avocado, and babassu oils, as well as Vitamin E. Vitamin C is there, too; UD says it “delivers a hint of antioxidants.” Not sure what that means, but I am sure that the three Vice lipsticks I’ve tried have all been incredibly hydrating. No chapped lips, no need to prep before application – it’s all good to go, right there in the tube. Don’t worry about it being patchy during the day, either; the lipsticks fade out with elegance & grace. No ugly spots at the end of the day! Best of all, the shape of the lipstick bullet makes it extremely easy to apply in public without a mirror.

As you can see, both of my lip choices for this month were things that don’t need a mirror. I love that effortless look, & both of these products (one quite old, the other brand new) help me achieve that.

This is a look I get asked how to do quite often. I have the product breakdown here – but to stay on topic, Urban Decay Weirdo is on my lips!


Fenty Beauty Portable Highlighter Brush 140 / Fenty Beauty Match Stix Shimmer Skinstick in Blonde

A side view: the brush is white (with a reflective purple glimmer); the Shimmer Skinstick is the matte beige color 
Glimmer in effect!

Of course I had to put these together as some of my favorites. The little brush was made for the highlight stick – no, seriously: they were made to go together. That’s why they’re magnetic (I can’t stop sticking & unsticking them together). The brush is small, & I was scared it’d be flimsy. Not so! Both of these products are very solidly made; they fit comfortably in your hand without feeling too heavy; at the same time, they’re able to have some weight to them. They don’t feel cheap.

I’ve been using the highlight brush with the highlight skin stick, of course – I’ve also been using it with other highlights, cream or powder; I will say that the brush works best with cream stick products. That makes sense, since it was built to work for the Shimmer Skinsticks.

Even at an angle, these buddies like to stick together

Blonde is described as “a glimmering gold.” I like to call it the cream sister of the Fenty Beauty Trophy Wife Killawatt highlight. It’s less glittery & more dewy; it does shine a “pure” gold, though. I was scared that this wouldn’t work on me, but it’s beautiful. They’re very buildable; Fenty Beauty describes the formula as a cream-to-powder that’s “weightless, blendable, & LIVES to be layered.”

I was a bit nervous that “cream to powder” would be too dry on my skin, therefore causing patchiness if I tried to apply it in layers – not to worry! It goes on smooth the first layer; it goes on even smoother a second time around. It’s not drying; in fact, I’d say the main effect of this product (though the shade Blonde does contain some little sparkles & a bit of shimer/glitter) is dewiness. It gives my cheekbone a golden glow that (for once) doesn’t make my cool-toned skin look muddy. I’ve been smudging it all over my eyelids, too – & since Rihanna made it clear that the Match Stix are safe for eyes, lips, or anywhere else on the face, I’ll be experimenting with Blonde. Maybe it’ll be an inner corner highlight one day; maybe it’ll be on top of my lipstick the following day. We’ll see. With these (very versatile) highlighting sticks, the world is my oyster.

A pretty side view. These are just very pretty to photograph…okay?

CLĒ Cosmetics Melting Lip Powder(s)

Two out of the three newest additions to CLĒ Cosmetics’ collection of lip colors: these come from the Fall 2017 Collection (Desert Rose on the left, Plum Medium on the right)

I’ve talked a good amount on here about my love for CLĒ Cosmetics’ products. Whether it’s a skin care product or a makeup product, all of CLĒ’s collection is gentle on the skin & suitable for all skin types. All their face makeup (Essence Air Cushion & CCC Cream) contains high levels of SPF, which is great. Best of all: the people behind the brand are infinitely sweet.

I was extremely excited for their Fall Collection to launch – mainly because of the Essence Moonlighter Cushion highlights (we’ll get to that in a minute) – but also because of the three new shades of their lip powders.

I know – lip powder. You’d think it’d be drying – but I swear it’s not. “Melting” is a great word to put in there. The lip products arrive in litle lipstick-like tubes; inside the tubes is a wand (like a lip gloss one) & the powder itself. It looks like a matte powder pigment, but the moment you swipe a little bit across your lips with the wand, it melts (thanks body heat!) & creates a buildable stain that looks almost like a liquid lip – just without the dryness & without the stress of reapplying every 3 hours.

The two new shades I have are Plum Medium, a gorgeous, muted, eggplant color; I also have Desert Rose, which I love for daytime. It’s a dusty deep brick/rust that doesn’t show up super red or super brown; I love how muted both of the shades are – yet the color scheme is perfect for fall. CLĒ won me over yet again! CLĒ has a third shade of lip powder for their fall collection, too. It’s called Blushing Peach, a beautiful cool-toned peach shade that works so beautifully on the eyes – just check out this photo on CLĒ’s Instagram, featuring Blushing Peach as an “eyeshadow” – how cool is that!

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clecosmetics🍑 @katybaileyx wears Melting Lip Powder ‘Blushing Peach’ on eyes, lips and cheeks + Essence Moon Lighter ‘Apricot Tinge’ 💫 #clecosmetics

These powders are multipurpose & are safe for the lips, eyes, or face! They’re also waterproof, smudge-proof, & long-lasting. Those are some big claims – but they’re true. Once the powder sets down into the skin (of the lips, cheeks, eyes, etc.) it stays put.If I want to use one as a blush, I like to put a bit of lip balm on the back of my hand, then blend in a tiny amount of lip powder. That creates a paste that’s easier to blend into my skin than the powder alone. The balm gradually fades (just put a tiny amount on your hand – otherwise, it’ll slip & slide around your face), leaving a barely-there cheek tint. If you like versatile & interesting products, these powders are definitely for you. There’s lots of things I love about the CLĒ Melting Lip Powders; probably the biggest one is that it provided me with a hydrating lip product that looked just the right amount of matte. That’s all thanks to the Vitamin E (known for its hydrating effect on the lips) – & CLĒ’s genius, too. I’ve been starting to do bold fall lips & these have both been put to use. Stay tuned for more looks – they’ll come, don’t worry! I’ll probably challenge myself & do a full face of CLĒ products soon; they have enough to build a full face around just their products! Congratulations on the beautiful colors, CLĒ babies!  I can’t wait until it’s time to wear very thick sweaters. These fall shades will be perfect for every gloomy (or sunny) autumn day.

Eye makeup

I haven’t been reaching for many multi-dimensional eye looks lately. I’ve been preferring one shade blended all over the lid, crease, & lower lash line – maybe with a bit of highlight dabbed on the center of the lid. Mascara (sometimes) & then run! Here are the three eye products I’ve been using the most this month. One’s an oldie – the other two were purchased (or recieved) this month.


Two eyeshadows, one mascara – all three incredibly affordable.

Let’s be clear – I’m always reaching for my Tarte Tartelette In Bloom Clay Eyeshadow Palette. All the shades are matte except for two. It contains the perfect balance of warm mattes & cool mattes, as well as a few neutrals. Usually, I’ll end up “embelleshing” an eye look with one or two shadows from that palette. It’s just one I use consistently, since I like every single one of the shadows. Still – I’ve talked about that palette more than once (probably 5 or 6 times, actually), so I’ll focus on the three products I haven’t talked about.

Vendome Paris Beaute Pearl Eye Shade in Espresso

I received this product in the September box that Glossybox sent to me (a box of a variety of full size & travel-size beauty/skin care products, similar to companies like Ipsy). The eyeshadow is from the company Vendome Paris – a brand I’d never heard of. From what I can tell from Vendome’s website, the company is mainly focused on making eyeshadow singles as well as blushes – all with magnetic bottoms that can fit into an artist’s palette – or in the customizable palettes Vendome also sells on their site. The eyeshadow I got retailed for $26. It’s a very big eyeshadow; I’d say it’s just about the size of a dollar coin, maybe a bit bigger.

Not much is said about the color itself (which I would call a warm brown, shimmery; the color of iced coffee with some milk in it) on the site. The Pearle Eyeshadow, however, is described as “a wonderfully fine textured shadow with a lightly pearled brilliance,” with technology that “allows for a soft luminosity that is both modern and polished.” I’d agree with this. I get an incredible three-dimensional look from using one single eyeshadow. The many times I’ve worn this shadow (& this shadow alone) thi past month, I’ve been asked almost every time I’m out with it on about what is on my eyes.

I can’t predict if I’ll repurchase, simply because it’ll take me so long to get through this big one. All I know is that I’ve been loving it – & so has everyone & their mother who’s seen me in it.

L’Oréal Voluminous Lash Paradise Mascara 

I started hearing about this product at the end of July. Some swore that it was a dupe for the Diorshow Mascara (my favorite mascara); others said it was more like Too Faced’s Better Than Sex Mascara. Either way, everyone seemed to love it – strange, because I think the Better Than Sex Mascara & Diorshow Mascara are incredibly different (I don’t like the Better Than Sex). Still, I got curious by the time September hit, & when I had a spare $10, I picked it up at my local grocery. Convienient.

Conclusion? Smells nice, feels good on the lashes – but definitely not a dupe for Dior’s. I could see it being a dupe for Lancôme’s Monsieur Big Mascara – maybe if Monsieur Big & Better Than Sex had a baby, this is what that mascara would be. It’s not bad by any means; I’d even go so far as to say that it is good. It’s just not as good as the Diorshow – which made me sad, because I was excited by the concept of paying less for the same product. It’s okay, though – this is a good mascara, I haven’t stopped using it, I don’t plan on stopping using it, & when I run out, I may very well buy a new tube. At my local grocery store.

Colourpop Super Shock Eyeshadow in Arrow 

Ah, Colourpop. I remember late 2015, when it suddenly became possible to buy $5 eyeshadows…online! That were good!!! I had a Colourpop craze in summer 2016, & I still have & love a lot of their products – mostly their eyeshadows (my favorites are the super glittery or pigmented ones, like Bubbly or Coconut). This shade, Arrow, was released in the Valentine’s Day 2017 collection, & I thought it was limited edition. I thought wrong! When I checked today, Arrow was still up on the site.

It’s a great eyeshadow – sheer, but buildable. It has a lot of different color shifts. In some lights (like in the photo above), it looks like a copper penny. In other lights, it looks red. In others, pink. Colourpop descibes it as “a vibrant red topped with pink & copper glitter” – hence the red shift.

I love this color for fall. It looks beautiful tapped all over the lid; it looks beautiful as an inner corner highlight or cupid’s bow highlight; it also looks good used as an eyelid topper. It’s very versatile, it contains all the right “fall colors” & it’s only $5. 10/10.

Fenty Beauty Killawatt Freestyle Highlighter in Trophy Wife / CLĒ Cosmetics Essence Moonlighter Cushion in Apricot Tinge 

Fenty Beauty Trophy Wife on the left; CLĒ Cosmetics Apricot Tinge on the right. Don’t worry – Trophy Wife is about 100X more glittery than it looks here (as it should be). The CLĒ highlight does not look this dark on your cheeks. It is sheer & very, very shiny (as it should be)

Trophy Wife is probably going to be ending up The Beauty Product of 2017. It was one of the first things we were given a sneak peek at on Fenty Beauty’s Instagram page; Rihanna wore it to the official Fenty Beauty Launch party; every YouTuber I can think of has reviewed (& screamed over) this highlight; there are looks upon looks on Instagram, Twitter, Facebook, Youtube…

As of right now, Trophy Wife is sold out on Sephora’s site, but is still available (as I write this) on the Fenty Beauty site. Trophy Wife was available in my Sephora store when I went a few days ago, & I have no doubt that other stores have them, too. Sephora has a huge sign next to the Fenty display: “AVAILABLE ONLINE & IN ALL SEPHORA STORES.” Of course, you can’t always keep up with the demand – & Trophy Wife was definitely the most talked about, both online & in-store (from what I could hear). Still, the big sign next to the Fenty display has me believing that Sephora is committed to keeping the product in stock both in all stores & online.

So – that being said, yes, you can still buy Trophy Wife right now – & restocks will be coming soon, too. You can check out my full thoughts on Trophy Wife in my Fenty Beauty review, but just know this: Yes, it is that glittery. Yes, it looks that beautiful. Yes, it’s over the top, but I’ll still wear it in the daytime when I want to – because I can. Yes, somehow Rihanna created a solid gold highlight that looks good on my pale skin (like the Shimmer Skinstick in Blonde) & I do not know how she did it, but I’m in love with it. 

Check out these few photos here – I’ll have full look details on this one out very soon! In all of the photos, I’m wearing Trophy Wife on my cheekbones, high points of my forehead, cupid’s bow, chin, lower lash line, inner corners, & tip of the nose. So basically: everywhere.


Earrings are Maria Black Jewelry; necklaces are Ventrone Chronicles

As for Apricot Tinge by CLĒ Cosmetics? Well, if you’ve read my review on it (it’s here if you’re interested) you’d already know: it’s the perfect pinky-white reflective highlight that I need to look incredibly glowy in all the right places. It’s super hydrating; although it sinks into the sink very fast, leaving a smooth – not sticky – finish, I’ve also used it as a “cream” highlight, then layered a powder over it. The results? Blinding – blindingly beautiful.

Like I predicted, Apricot Tinge is the perfect shade for my skin tone. However, it contains enough undertones & is sheer enough that someone with a very different skin tone could love it just as much as I. However CLĒ put this one together, I thank them with both hands – everyone knows how much I love highlights!

For a more in-depth look at the Essence Moonlighter Cushions, the way they apply & feel, the way they wear, & some more detailed ingredients information, click here for my review!

Apricot Tinge (CLĒ Cosmetics Essence Moonlighter Cushion) layered with the Anastasia Beverly Hills Glow Kit shades Starburst/Pearl (sadly this particular kit is no longer available)

Well – that’s all I have, if we’re talking about skin care & makeup! I think that this month I was a bit more “makeup-focused” – that’s because I spent a lot of time (maybe more than I should have) thinking about Fenty Beauty…because it really is…so…good….anyways, I thought I’d share what jewelry I’ve been loving lately, too, because I’ve been wearing these quite often.

I love gold jewelry; I have an olive leaf necklace & earrings made of white gold, but that is the only “silver” jewelry I currently own (& love – let me be clear…I LOVE that necklace & those earrings!).

I think gold is very fun to play with in terms of jewelry; it can compliment a cool or warm-toned look, gold earrings can look either very delicate or extremely chunky. They can be embellished; they can stay simple. Crystal studs with gold backs, or golden hoops. Both can complete a simple look while making everything fall into place; that’s how I’ve been feeling about the photos of the earrings below. They’re the ones I’ve been wearing most over the past month. The pearl hoops are by Ventrone Chronicles; the other two pairs of hoops are by Maria Black Jewelry (thank you for sending me such lovely ones!!). I love the Ventrone Chronicles Grand Perla Ring Hoops, because they look almost exactly like something my mother has that is jewelry made in Croatia – a lot of jewelry there is made with “sea gems.” I like to pair these earrings with my coral bracelet from Croatia (!!!) & think back to the several (extraordinarily) happy summers I’ve spent there. I’m a big fan of Ventrone Chronicles’ jewelry anyways – this was just another big love for me.

Tthese pairs of earrings for making my shaved head look even cooler – because now hat my hair is gone, you can see my ears. Turns out: my ears are a little pointy, like an elf’s! (I never knew that until I got my hair so short) & my ears look a little odd but very cool with circular (preferably small & light – my ears can’t take a lot of weight) hoops on. I like the look. It’s cool but it’s relaxed; it’s classic but hip. Basically – how I’m trying to be this fall. How I’m always trying to be.


Tell me about your September favorites in the comments here (or don’t, & risk hurting my feelings). I’d love to hear your thoughts on my monthly playlist, too.

Love (& happy autumn!),

Sof ❤

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#MonthlyPlaylist: September 2017

I like to keep it short & sweet for these. Let’s just give a bit of background to my music choicesfor this month before i go on to something else – something a bit “deeper,” if you will.

Not all these songs are old. Some are new. as you can see, they vary from “strip club anthem turn it up!!” (“Rake It Up” by Yo Gotti feat. Nicki Minaj) to empowering, assertive songs (“Blow Your Mind” & “New Rules” by Dua Lipa, “Watch Me” by Jaden Smith, & “Congratulations” by Post Malone feat. Quavo). Others are more emotional – let’s put “Sleepover” by Hayley Kiyoko, “Not Mine,” by Miquela (in love with her Instagram), “Sativa” by Jhene Aiko & Swae Lee, “Don’t Take The Money” by Bleachers (co-written by Lorde – fun fact!) & “Saturn Song” by Beach House. 

Anyways. This month was about me getting into my groove. It was about me accepting that I can be assertive & cocky while also being emotional & vulnerable. It was about me loving women & feeling good about it. It was about me going on adventures with myself. It was about me staying up late & thinking hard about things – some serious, others not so much. 

I’m getting into my groove. I’m getting into my groove. I feel more at peace with myself than I have in over a year. Typing that is incredible. I can’t believe I am typing that. Yet here we are. Here I am. 

Okay – I’ve talked too much, but I wrote something little about how I’ve been feeling this past month. I don’t know –  I’m a bit awkward with my “poetry” still (working on it) but I think it will get my point across in a succinct yet emotional way. Enjoy.

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A photo I took while on a walk, listening to this playlist. I always like to use photos I took in that month for my “playlist cover art.” It reminds me in even more detail about how I felt & what I was doing that past month.


Listen to the playlist here. I wish you all a peaceful beginning of October.


Sof ❤

Have Highlighters Leveled Up? A Look At “Cushion Highlights”


We’ve heard all the hype (& seen all the YouTube ads) about cushion foundations; more specifically: L’Oréal’s LumiCushion Foundation. Big beauty sights like Into the Gloss & Byrdie, as well as publications like Allure – famous for their “Best Of Beauty” – raved about the product. Cushion foundations were in, it seemed.

When I first heard about cushion foundations, I was confused – & a bit disgusted. It seemed as though it would be dirty. It’s not – not any more than applying with a brush or fingers – but that was my first impression. I never really got around to trying one, since I wasn’t on board with the whole idea. I didn’t use any kind of cushion product until I tried CLĒ Cosmetic’s Essence Air Cushion (which I love). That definitely converted me! I do believe it has something to do with the dewy, sheer-to-buildable coverage it gives (love some dew). Not every cushion foundation is like this. Plus – the CLĒ one isn’t really a foundation; it’s more like a CC cream (hello SPF!) made into a cushion formula.

CLĒ Cosmetics certainly didn’t come up with the idea of cushion foundations/face makeup products. However – once they started teasing their Fall 2017 collection on Instagram, I started to wonder if they had concocted something never seen before. What was that?

Essence Moonlighter Cushions – $30 

It was clear from swatches on Instagram stories that this product was a highlight; the product’s name makes it quite clear, too. I was extremely intrigued – CLĒ is one of my favorite brands when we’re talking face products, since all their products have a dewy finish + plenty of SPF – both very welcome on my face!

So – since I liked the Essence Air Cushion so much…would I like the Moonlighter Cushion just as much? I waited in excitement for the collection to drop – & was won over by a lip powder in Plum Medium. Then, CLĒ was kind (WONDERFUL!) enough to send me two shades they thought would be friendly for my skin tone.

Here I am today, with some results – & photos – for you! Let’s get to it.

When I realized that the Moonlighter Cushion would be in a…cushion form, I immediately Googled “highlighter cushion.” I only came up with one (aside from various random Amazon ones that are mostly sold out) & that was Wet & Wild’s MegaCushion Highlight – which looks amazing, but is marked “LIMITED EDITION!” It won’t be here for a long time.

So! These Moonlighter Cushions are a kind of niche product; something different that really hasn’t been talked about much – ever. Is CLĒ a few steps ahead of the game? It’s very possible – after swatching (& wearing) the cushions, I’m a fan.

What exactly is a Moonlighter Cushion? In CLĒ’s words, it “provides a lustrous shine equivalent to that of moonlight glistening on water. Infused with soothing and nourishing ingredients such as calamine, pearl extract, and moisturizing essence, our Moonlighter Cushion highlights desired areas with a silky smooth and illuminating finish.”

Let me just start off by saying that if any product has a gem extract in it, I immediately must have it (prime example: Glossier’s precious-stone highlights: Haloscope). CLĒ’s product description brings the expectations to a whole new level. “Moonlight glistening on water” is pretty specific, after all.

To me, this sounded a bit like Glossier Haloscope – just in a cushion formula. Both have gemstone extracts; both are hydrating & meant to improve skin during its wear time; both have that natural-except-a-little-more-please sheen to them. If we’re talking formulas – absolutely 100% difference, of course. But the sheen that the Moonlighter Cushions gave on swatches (& on my cheeks) was very similar to that of Glossier’s Haloscope.

I like this kind of highlight, because it’s multi-purpose. First of all, it can be used by itself for a quick way to amp up a 5-minute face. Due to its creamy texture, it can be set with a powder highlight – that’s what I do when I want my cheekbones to truly blind people.

How to apply this Moonlighter Cushion, though? Glossier’s is in a stick, so it’s pretty obvious how to put that on – just swipe! Surprisingly, CLĒ’s instructions aren’t that different. There’s a little applicator that comes in the cushion: “Use the applicator puff provided, fingertips, or makeup brush and apply the cushion highlighter to the high points of the face— cheekbones, above the brow area, tip of the nose, forehead, and chin, or use on eyelids or lips for added glow. Blend gently for a smooth, luminous finish.”

Essentially – we’re given free reign! I would say this goes along with the other CLĒ products I’ve tried. Their lip powders can be used on the eyelids as a dramatic shadow – as well as on the cheeks for a blush stain. Their CCC Cream can be worn alone – or combined with several products. I personally like to use the Essence Air Cushion using a foundation brush instead of the applicator. The finish is still flawless – the product is great, no matter how you apply it. I’m always pleased to see brands giving their customers more free reign with the product. Sometimes, someone can’t afford the special brush that the product simply will not work without! That’s not CLĒ’s style. All of the CLĒ products I’ve used have been used in a multi-purpose way; I figured it’d be the same with these.

I recieved two shades: Glinting Buff & Apricot Tinge. They both looked quite dark in the cushion – way darker than a foundation for me, let alone a highlight! I didn’t panic, though – the Essence Air Cushion behaves in a similar way. I assume this is because all of the product is saturated in that one small sponge.



Right away, I noticed that the compacts were very sturdy; they’re just a tiny bit smaller/shorter than the Essence Air Cushion compacts. They also have a built-in mirror – as well as the applicator sponge!

FullSizeRender.jpg-40IMG_4276.JPGTo call these highlighters “travel-friendly” is an understatement. For those who prefer cream highlights to powders, but don’t like flying with liquids: this is a great option. & for all of those at home: this is a great option. It’s just a good product, period. But we’ll get to that in a moment. First: shades.

Glinting Buff & Apricot Tinge 

Glinting Buff

I’d describe Glinting Buff as a soft gold with a pearly shift. I think it’ll be pretty universal – it’s quite gold, which is almost always a great go-to for medium-deep skin tones. The pearly, neutral-cool undertone makes it friendly for fairer skin, too. I’ll be wearing this one by itself – &, when I want to amp things up, I’ll dust a little of Fenty Beauty’s Trophy Wife Killawatt on top. Just because!

Extremely dark in the sponge, as you can see – just a glowy pale gold when swatched or patted on to the cheekbones

This isn’t usually my go-to highlight shade, because most gold-based highlights are too dark for my skin. This one, however, is sheer to buildable. I can have a slight hint of golden glow with a light hand; a glittery gold cheekbone with a heavy one.

Tiiiiinnyyy sparkles – that’s what makes this so friendly for your work day as well as your night-time fun. It’s glowy enough with a sheer layer; it can really catch some eyes when built up

This one I won’t be wearing quite as often as Apricot Tinge (you’ll see why in a minute) but if you have cool undertones & struggle to find a golden highlight that doesn’t look odd (no matter what skin tone you are) this is a great option. It’s neutral yet theatrical; you get to choose how much to put on; you get to choose how much to build. It’s for the timid & the bold! Seriously, though – it’s very versatile. Golden enough for people with warmer undertones to feel comfortable wearing it; pearly enough for people with cooler undertones to feel comfortable wearing it. No matter how you wear it, you’ll have fun with it.

Apricot Tinge 

Concentrated pigment – again! Notice the pink sheen & a few white reflects

I’d describe Apricot Tinge as a pearly-pink champagne. It has pink undertones for sure! It’s the kind of highlight I automatically reach for. My fair skin likes pink or cool-toned highlights the best – okay, Fenty Trophy Wife is an exception. Still – I reach more often for the pink/cool highlights as a general rule, just because I am 99% sure I will prefer that one to another shade option.

Back to the actual point of this post! Apricot Tinge is basically a very nice, dewy, pearly highlight that can gently be built up to a stronger one.

On days when I feel like doing a dramatic makeup “thing,” I’ll layer a cream highlight with a powder highlight on top – to catch every ray of light bouncing off my cheekbones BAM! An android-like glow that somehow is appropriate for a daily look. I feel like Apricot Tinge would be amazing for that kind of look; it would serve as a cream-like product, yet set differently. It also looks beautiful by itself. I’m a fan – but I already knew that going in, because 1) CLĒ Cosmetics hasn’t let me down yet 2) it’s just a very “me” shade, you know? Yeah! Here’s some side by side swatches:

Glinting Buff on the left; Apricot Tinge on the right. Each swatch was one swipe!
A different angle – feels like cream; sets down beautifully into a product that could be (from this swatch, at least) either a stick highlight or a powder

Sensation of applying the product? I’d compare it to applying a cushion foundation product. It felt similar to CLĒ’s Essence Air Cushions: cool on the skin when first applied with a hydrating consistency that lasts. I’d even say it stayed on longer than Glossier’s Haloscope. The cream-liquid product is hydrating, but the way it sets into your skin is much more…user-friendly, if you will. It doesn’t feel drying, but it stays put once it’s been patted into place. It does fade, of course, but it fades gracefully. I couldn’t see any patchiness, even after a day of wear.

Don’t feel afraid to experiment with these – they’re very fun to play with! Dip a brush into one! Use your included applicator! Use your fingertips! However you use it, it’ll end up looking good – & glowy.

I don’t know anyone with oily skin who’s tried this product yet (these didn’t launch that long ago), but as someone with dry skin, I can certainly say it’s hydrating enough. At the same time, the Moonlighter Cushions set very well onto my skin. The glow moves with my skin, but it stays where it’s supposed to. That – to me – is a sign that it wouldn’t slide off oily skin. Also remember: CLĒ has some great “Lip Powders” – pigmented powder inside a little tube that melts when in contact of body heat, & leaves a long-lasting color. Their experience with this kind of powder product is further proof that this is friendly for all skin types!

I can say with no hesitation that Moonlight Cushion will become a product used very often. It feels good on my skin, it lasts all day, it illuminates my face but doesn’t emphasize texture. It can be used on the eyelids or brow bones, the nose, the cupid’s bow…basically, it’s an amazing cream highlight that isn’t quite a cream. Neither is it a powder. Do we need a name? Call it what you like! I’m calling it “amazing” because that’s what I said after I first swatched then wore the two shades I was sent.

CLĒ’s Moonlighter Cushion comes in one more shade: Copper Rose. If you go on CLĒ’s Instagram, you’ll see swatches; it’s a beautiful sheer, pink highlight. It’s quite pink – I like that, because it can provide a nice, warm highlight for deeper skin tones, & a shimmery blush or dramatic highlight for fairer ones. Again – very versatile. I’m tempted to get that one myself…& I probably will. They really are good.

So: no, CLĒ Cosmetics didn’t invent the concept of a cushion highlighter – but they’re the first brand I’ve seen (besides that one Wet & Wild product) that has one. Scratch that – they have three! I’m curious to see how other brands may catch on. Maybe cushion highlights are the new black. I’m cool with that, as long as they look as good as CLĒ’s Moonlighter Cushions.

Have any of you tried the Moonlighter Cushions? Are any of you planning on getting one? Let! Me! Know! I want to hear your thoughts, too.

Until next time!


Sof ❤

NEVER HIT SKIP: The Albums That Are Too Good To Skip Through…Yes, Even That One Song.

It’s diary time! I wasn’t sure what to write about for a while; I have, however, recently made a playlist of some of my favorite albums: albums that I cannot bear to hit “skip” on. Do I not like singles? Or just one song? No, of course I do! But – liking a whole album in its entirety is a special thing, I think. I’m a big fan of albums that I can listen to from bottom to top, backwards & forwards, through & through & through. To me, it’s the ultimate sign that I will never stop listening to ___ album; that I’ll associate it with important events or people. These albums, in their entirety, provide a rush of emotion & color.

Some other contributing factors? Well, I have synesthesia, though it’s not crazy powerful. I can’t see colors in front of my eyes when I hear a single note, but I associate colors & textures with certain songs, pieces, or albums. If I hear a song, piece, or album & immediately start strongly associating it with various colors, moods, textures, color scales, etc., I know that I’ve found an album that speaks very strongly to me. Same goes with crying, believe it or not – oftentimes, I think one of the best signs that an album is a good one is that it prompts emotion. I’m all about music being an emotional outlet, & I listen to all types. They all provide me with relief, joy, happiness, melancholy…anything that I am feeling, I can find some music that helps me put a soundtrack to my life, no matter how happy or sad it is in that moment.

I listen to all types of music – a lot of classical, really. Makes sense, given my music background, but if I shared a top ten list of classical albums that I like & told you why, you’d be still reading, 12 hours later. It would take forever, & that’s what I use my musicology classes for. However – if you’re interested in getting some classical recs, don’t be afraid to hit me up on my socials! (Instagram, Twitter

Here I present: The Top Ten Albums I Can’t Hit Skip On (& Why) ***in no particular order. Also: here’s my Spotify. Feel free to follow me, check out my playlists, or do both! Or…do none. ALSO: I’ll be putting a few personal photos after each mini review of each album. Some will be photos of me listening to ____ album while doing something; some will be photos of things I associate with ___ album. Enjoy!!!!!!!

Some Nights – fun. 


I was quite young when this album came out. I remember being at Interlochen Arts Academy Summer Music Camp as a violin student & going to “mixers” (you know the deal) & hearing the song “We Are Young (ft. Janelle Monae.” That’s when I first started associating it with positive events in my life. I continued on to hear the whole album. When I left Interlochen, heartbroken, (as one is after summer camp) the sadder songs served as emotional outlets. The fast-paced ones let me go on long bike rides. It was one of the first pop albums I listened to through & through – & I cried more than once. Okay, maybe I still do…but remember: tears while listening to or playing music are okay!

My favorites? Well…”We Are Young” of course. I adore the “Some Nights – Intro,” & how it seamlessly melds into Some Nights, the song itself. There’s an incredible amount of emotion bottled up in both those songs – both extraordinary opposites when it comes to style, but lyrically, almost identical. “Out On The Town – Bonus Track” is another favorite. One of those melancholy breakup songs you can cry to.

As a whole, this album incorporates a lot of different instruments & sounds, as well as featuring other artists. It works as an album, & all the songs work by themselves, too. It’s emotional, exposed, & I fondly think back to my 15 year old self when I turn it up loud once & a while.

15-year-old Sofia was a strange bird.

808s & Heartbreak – Kanye West 

Obsessed with everything surrounding 808s & Heartbreak – did you know that the cover art was designed by Virgil Abloh (designer, DJ, & founder of fashion label Off-White), Willo Perron (a disciplinary director & designer)  & drawn by pop artist Kaws? The album also heavily features the Roland-TR 808 drum machine – hence the inclusion of “808s.” What Kanye didn’t know until he’d already figured out the album’s name, however, was that Hawaii’s area code is 808 – & the Avex Recording Studio in Honolulu, Hawaii is where Kanye recorded the majority of this album.

Everyone fights me on this – but I truly do think that 808s is Kanye’s best album. Again – lots of raw, pent-up emotion. Kanye, for the first time, actually sang…but used auto-tune. This provides a somewhat distant, robotic effect while contrasting with the emotional lyrics & melancholy background music. It’s eerie in the best way possible. My favorites are…all of them, really. “Say You Will” & “Paranoid” are almost complete opposites, but I love the lyrics & drive behind both of them. My favorite, of course, is “RoboCop” – I don’t know what it is about this song, but it speaks to me. It’s very colorful – lots of neon lights, blue lights, disco balls…that kind of a mood. “Pinocchio Story (Freestyle Live)” is also a great one: it truly is a live performance; there are cracks & dips in Kanye’s voice, & screaming fans sometimes make the lyrics hard to hear. Some are annoyed by it. I, however, love it. It reminds me of the sensation of performing; what it’s like to perform at your most raw in front of huge crowds. It’s an adrenaline rush, & it’s bitter-sweet.

I hadn’t heard this album until around November of last year (2016). I was going through a rough emotional time & there were a lot of lonesome listening sessions with this album in my ears. It brings back a lot of bitter memories, with a tang of sweetness. It’s funny how sometimes, frightening & overwhelming things can happen to you…but they turn into an elaborate memory, reflecting feelings, smells, foods, & so many more things that you thought of or consumed or felt at that time. So: I’ll say it once, & I will say it twice – I’ll say it 100 times if I must. 808s & Heartbreak is Kanye West’s greatest album.

Pure Heroine – Lorde 


Okay. My obession with Lorde started when I heard her first song on the radio, late sophomore year of high school. That song, of course, was “Royals” – I looked up the music vidoe & was struck by this tiny, intense, curly-haired girl with a stare that could kill. The super minimalistic visuals of the video intrigued me, too. Lorde was mysterious, & so was her album – Pure Heroine is a teenager’s album, filled with an assurance, a sense of command, confidence, & times of freedom – & frustration. Her lyrics are rich. There is so much to dive in when looking at Pure Heroine. I dove in, alright. People started telling me I looked like Lorde: greeny-blue eyes, fair skiny, bushy, long hair…I embraced it & started putting on purple lipstick (the cheapest one I could find; a dark violet Revlon lipstick from my grocery shop’s cosmetic aisle), fluffing up my hair by letting it air-dry, wearing black, & developing a resting bitch face. I owe it to Lorde for people telling me I seem scary – I also owe her for helping me win my music school auditions. Songs like “Bravado,” “Tennis Court,” & “Swingin Party” helped me remember that I was worth something – they also allowed me to let my stress & emotions wash through me, rather than consume me. It was the soundtrack on airplanes, car rides – everywhere I went. I had finally found someone who was a “pop star” that I could identify with. She was human, she was odd, she danced weird. She didn’t care – & people loved her for that. Lorde was one of the best musical discoveries of my teenage years – no two ways about it.

Yup – I dressed as Lorde for Halloween when I was 16. My proudest high school accomplishment? Winning “best celebrity lookalike” & being compared to Lorde. An exciting Moment In History.

Harry Styles – Harry Styles


Need I say more? I am what they’d call “a Harrie” – meaning, Harry Styles was my favorite One Direction member. I followed 1D’s every move when they were touring & recording – when I got sick, I asked to meet them through Make A Wish…& when I (most luckily) got the chance to do so, I ran straight to Harry. I have a tattoo on me that he drew for me. His fashion is something that truly inspires & encourages me to develop my own style. His kindness & love for the LGBT community is something I hold close to my heart, too.

As you might be able to tell: I’m a big fan, yes. Yes – of course I went to see Dunkirk! (It was good just as a film, too. Don’t worry) Of course I bought his album. Of course I’ll be seeing him on tour next year! 

But, seriously. I was extraordinarily excited for Harry’s solo album. I wanted to hear more of his individual vocals & lyricism – & oh boy, did I get both! Some of the album sounds like classic British pop or rock. Others, like “Carolina” (which is about me, by the way…I’m Townes), are a bit of a tongue-in-cheek country song; “Woman” is an odd yet satisfying experience. Nothing can beat that quack noise in the background (but really, it’s a lovely song). I especially feel close to “From The Dining Table.” The lyrics are simple, but it feels like Harry is very up close to the mic – I almost get ASMR tingles when I listen to the song with the volume up. The subtle harmonies that actually do reach a climax contribute both to the delicacy & the power the song has. As for “Kiwi,” well…need I say it? HAVING YOUR BABY!!! NONE OF YOUR BUSINES-

Taken while listening to “Two Ghosts.”
Taken while playing “Woman” – look! I have hair!
On my IG: taken while listening to “From The Dining Table”

Depression Cherry – Beach House 


Now…who doesn’t love some Beach House? Yes, some of their songs kind of do sound the same after a while (with some excellent exceptions), but the focus on background music playing just as large (if not larger) a role as the vocalists is extremely striking. Definitely a great album to listen to when crying. The lyrics can be hard to hear at times; the music can really get that loud & sometimes words are slurred for effect. If you really want the real deal, look up the lyrics before bed, then turn off your lights & have some melancholy me time.

This sounds like I’m bashing the album – I swear I’m not! Each of these songs is special to me. Another great album I was listening to through my tough time in November. “Space Song” is on every aesthetic Instgram video ever, but that doesn’t make it not good – I’m still not annoyed! I would say that my two favorites are “Levitation” & “10:37.” In “Levitation,” strings give texture & urgency to the line, while the gentle vocals allow the listener to lay back. The lyrcis are beautiful, but can be hard to hear, like I said. In “10:37,” the gentle but steady drum beat(s) provide comfort & safety; the vocals contribute to it. It’s a warm, gentle song – a beautiful experience.

Back at home for Christmas break was my prime time for Depression Cherry… 
….& even before I left, the dark days & oddly glowing sunsets of winter, coupled with my blue mood…made Depression Cherry a soundtrack of my life at that moment in time.

Blonde – Frank Ocean

The album that made me want to die my hair this color (I’m only kidding a tiny, tiny bit)

Well – of course! I was first sucked into the Frank Ocean hype when “Super Rich Kids” was everywhere – but it’s been years, & we’d all been clamoring for the next album. It even became a meme. The wait was worth it, though: all of these songs boast a variety of styles & effects. In “Nikes,” for example, Frank’s voice is sped up. It heavily contrasts with “Futura Free,” in which Frank sings in his natural voice about how lucky he has been – but also about how hard he has worked, & how he & his family deserve what he’s gotten thanks to the talent he possesses. “Be Yourself,” a track simply consisting of a recorded voicemail message from someone’s mother, calling her child at a university. The mother is telling her child not to “do that cocaine” or marijuana, & warns the child about “weedheads” & the danger of alcohol. Of course – substance abuse is always going to be a “thing” for parents talking to their children…& yes, you should be careful with what you put in your body. In this context, however, the 1:29 track is simply a humorous interlude to some more intense tracks.

Overall, Blonde was worth the wait – truly! It combines angst with humor; rapid sequences of lyrics along with one or two words repeated for a single track. There’s something for everyone in this album – & all of it is for me.

September 2016 – last year, basically. I even played Blonde in my elevator.


ANTI – Rihanna 

Oooh. Yes.

I’ll admit – it took me a full year to really get into ANTI. I didn’t understand the flow of the tracks at first…still, I kept coming back to it. In the end, Rih did not disappoint – when does she ever? Famous features like SZA & Drake pique the interest of other fan bases – & yes, the songs with those two are great. In fact, it’s how I found out about SZA. Songs like “Desperado,” “Needed Me,” “Pose,” & “Sex With Me” are some real anthems of empowerment; of the beauty of independence; of the marvel of self love. Meanwhile, tracks like “Love On The Brain” are for the tenderest of moments; it feels much older than it actually is. Then – what better song to listen to than “Kiss It Better” with your crush, just to give you that extra boost of confidence….? Try it.

It’s a good album. I’m very sorry it took me that long to appreciate. But now, I appreciate it with all my heart. That counts, right?

The real hours of ANTI – adequately expressed in this sign in a restaurant.

Yeezus – Kanye West 


I only knew about Kanye West from the Katy Perry song more than a few years back: “E.T.” Oh – I knew about & liked “Mercy,” but he only had a few verses in it; it was more of a collaboration type of deal.

I heard about the Yeezus album on – believe it or not – NPR. Yup! Fresh Air (an NPR show) didn’t interview Kanye, but they did play one song: “Bound 2.” That was the first song that I truly ever heard Kanye as a solo artist, not a collaborator. I was intrigued by the mixing of retro tracks with new verses by Kanye himself. I loved the cover art. I was…taken aback by the music video Kanye made with Kim Kardashian (I was still young…okay?). But most of all, I was intrigued. That’s when I really started getting into listening to beats of songs. Yeezus flows exquisitely well, in my opinion. There are some intense – almost horrifically intense – songs like “On Sight,” or “Black Skinhead.” There are others like “Hold My Liquor” – this song combines some of the melancholy heard on 808s with a heavy, sometimes screeching beat, along with aggressive yet emotionally expressive lyrics. I was intrigued at how “Bound 2” seemed to be a goodbye to the world; a hello to his wife (wait, were they married then?) & the children they would soon be having. I like to think of it as a great depiction of how meeting someone you truly end up loving makes you feel – normal things are beautiful. “Red cups on the lawn,” not telling your mom, speaking about infidelity as well as loyalty. It depicts a faulty yet loving relationship, in my opinion – sure, told from the standpoint of a man, but nevertheless, Kanye’s right – sometimes you don’t remember the day you first met; that’s okay. It’s also okay to write a song about it being okay.

The days of Yeezus – especially “Bound 2” were in the Adirondack mountains, summer of 2015.

Mind of Mine – Zayn Malik 


Zayn Malik has not been…the most politically correct these past few years, let us say. He was the rogue – left One Direction, broke all our hearts, & went out & got cozy with Gigi Hadid, reinvented the importance of Twitter celebrity feuds – & released an album that knocked me speechless.

No, I’m not a fan of all Zayn has said & done. But his album is objectively good – “Pillowtalk” was a great single – both visually & musically appealing. His track organization was meticulous; each song flows into the next – literally. Each song ends with the beginning of the next song. Like I’ve already said – I have a weakness for that kind of album style. Each & every song from the album is pleasant to listen to, but all together they are a journey.

“Pillowtalk” will always be iconic for me…but “dRuNk” (thank you, quirky type style), “INTERMISSION: fLoWer,” “BLUE,” “BRIGHT,” & “SHE DON’T LOVE ME” all touch me in different ways. It’s a good album to listen to when you’re in your feelings. Zayn’s been flying quite low since he dropped his album & did a promo tour…who knows what he’s up to? I certainly don’t – but I do know that Mind of Mine is an excellent album with a great flow.


At arcades, blasting Mind of Mine.

Melodrama – Lorde 


Okayyyyy. Another album I waited for as eagerly as I did Frank Ocean’s. No…that’s a lie. I waited even more eagerly for this one. Like I said – Lorde is someone I really identified with – I still do. I wondered if she would be able to capture the sensation of late teens & early adulthood. That was the night before she released “Green Light” as her first single. The next morning, I woke up feeling like I should go dance on top of a car, or a roof…a strange bathroom. It was different, it was new, but it was undoubtedly Lorde. It speaks volumes when an artist’s sound changes subtly yet powerfully. There was no major “rebranding” here – no new lifestyle, no drastic changes. Lorde – or Ella – grew up. She cut her hair, she didn’t wear purple lipstick as much. She went through a big breakup. She vomited outside house parties. She was living & dying – every night. I could identify with that – big time. Melodrama was this year’s summer album, & it’s an album I’ll associate with this specific time for the rest of my life.

As for favorites? When people ask me, I have no idea what to say. They’re all uniquely appealing, & at the end, it depends on what I feel like that day. Sometimes, “Hard Feelings/Loveless” is all my soul needs. Other days, I need to cry to “Liability.” Some days, I want to dance on a rock in the middle of a creek to “Green Light” – & yes, I did that the other day…all by myself. It’s what she would do, isn’t it?

Lorde gave me some real material here – coming-of-age, romanticizing normalities, being more open & vulnurable with those around you. Making closer friends, not trying to increase the volume of friends. Realizing that loneliness can be beautiful, & sometimes a walk (or dance) down your beach/sidewalk/street/nearby mountains all by yourself is exactly what you need.

Lorde cut her hair – so did I. We both experienced crushing life events over the past few years. So did all of you. Lorde’s writing is now infinitely approachable – who doesn’t feel like a liability at least once in a while? What college student can’t relate to “Perfect Places” even in a small way? Why wouldn’t you want to feel dangerous & beautiful by turning up “Sober?” Don’t forget about Supercut – it’s raw, it’s real, it is infinitely emotional.

I was lucky enough to have the money to buy tickets to see Lorde – or should I say…one ticket? That’s right! I’m going by myself, I’m sitting in the nosebleeds, & I wil dance my heart out. It has long been a dream to attend a Lorde concert; I was sad I didn’t have my shit together to do it last time she came around. This time, however, will be better. More songs…more to talk about. I can’t wait. & I love Melodrama. Did I say I love Melodrama?

That’s it for the diary – for now! Let me know via social – or the comments! – what kinds of personal entries you’d enjoy seeing. I love being inspired by you, & I love feedback! Also: tell me your top 10 “never hit skip” albums – or just one album. I’m always looking for new ones.

5:30 a.m…..
…9:30 p.m.
A “Supercut”


Sof ❤

Fenty Beauty Review: What I Bought & What I Thought!

It’s Fenty Beauty Season, everyone! All other brands step aside!

(But seriously: all other brands step aside. We all see the five new darker shades you coincidentally released this week)

Anyway, like I said, happy Fenty Beauty season! Rihanna officially launched her line on September 8th midnight PST on her own site, Sephora got in on it too, of course.

We got some little hints at what the brand would be all about, thanks to @fentybeauty on Instgram. First we got a release date. Then we got a video.

So – let’s be honest here – Rihanna put more diversity in a 60-second intro video to her brand than the rest of the makeup brands put together did since 2017 started. Right off the bat, it’s obvious: this brand is for everyone. That, to me, is clear. We start off by seeing Duckie Thot, who’s known for her smooth complexion & very deep skin tone. We see Halima Aden in hijab – okay!!! We see Paloma Elsesser, one of the Pat McGrath muses (& also part of Glossier’s Body Hero campaign – & an advocate for plus-size beauty), we see Slick Woods, whose “don’t give a fuck” attitude has made her one of the most present models on the runway at the moment (she also walks for Fenty X Puma). We spot the redheaded girl from Rihanna’s Paper Magazine photoshoot! There’s fair skin, monolids, super dark skin, larger body types, medium skin, bald heads (!), deep skin.This campaign is definitely about diversity, that’s for sure. It’s also quite clear within the 60-second time frame that these products are multi-purpose, easy to use – even when on the go – & many of them can be worn on many different skin tones. Amazing. Amazing!!!

This video was followed up with a few sneak peeks – some some photographs, some videos. If the photo/video featured a product, it would be was captioned with the shade/product name, & the date it would drop (September 8). Some of the other videos featured the Fenty Girls (Slick Woods & Camila Costa for these particular ones) saying the product names, which I thought was really cute. We also got a release time!




Okay, okay, enough – I am sure you watched the products slowly reveal themselves just as closely as I did. But…in case you didn’t, we got the actual details the night of the launch, when Fenty Beauty officially announced the launch with a photoset titled “FAMILY.” That was followed by a little Instagram-style slideshow, featuring each product.


What were the products? What were the prices?

I was a bit surprised, to be honest. All the face stuff was great – & I love a highlight, so you know I was excited – but I had expected a bold lipstick or two, maybe a strong liner, a highlight, & most definitely a mascara…right?

Wrong! No lipstick, mascara, or liner to be seen – yet. I am sure Fenty Beauty has lots coming in the near future. For now, though, there’s no “actual” eye products – & there’s only one lip gloss.

That’s okay, though – in terms of reviews (on YouTube, on Instagram, & on bigger beauty sites like Temptalia), Fenty Beauty was five-star from the beginning.

Why? It’s because someone finally seemed to realize what a “universal” shade was – & that yes, we really do need 40 foundation shades to cover the broad range of what we call “beauty.”

This brand definitely had a lot more product options for darker-skinned women, which is great – we all know that the beauty industry is whitewashed. It is almost impossible for very dark-skinned women to find foundations that suit their skin type & skin tone! At this point, it’s become obvious: it’s not that difficult to create a few more shades to appeal to a larger demographic. Even more obvious? You make more money when you have a better shade range.

Fenty Beauty’s 40 shades have set a new standard, in my opinion. Now that one brand has shown that it is possible to create shades for deep-dark skin, others have one less excuse to make. I hope more brands start expanding their shade range. Oh – & Fenty Beauty isn’t done yet. They said they have even more foundation shades coming.

Looking at pricing – it’s surprisingly reasonble, for a brand with a celebrity’s name behind it. Kylie’s whole lip thing & Kim’s Contour Kits cost way more – no ifs or buts about it. Sure, a $34 foundation isn’t cheap – but let’s be honest, there are about a million foundations that are well into the $50 range. Again, coming from a celebrity, I was pleasantly surprised by the price tags.

Okay, so: what did I buy? Why did I choose it? & what made me choose not to buy some of the things?

First off, I wouldn’t be able to afford the full line – & I likely wouldn’t use all of it. I started taking notes as soon as the product names/descriptions went up. I knew I wouldn’t get foundation – I am not a foundation lover & do not wear enough of it to justify buying it – even if it was my perfect shade (& I am pretty sure Rih has my back with one of the three lightest shades). Same goes for contour. It’s just not my style. I’m more about lips, eyes (soft eyes) & definitely highlight. Definitely.

I decided I’d go for a Killawatt highlight, a Match Stix Shimmer Skinstick, the brush that went with the stick, & the gloss. & no, I didn’t get it all at once – it took me a few days to collect the funds to buy the product, so it all rolled in gradually.

Before I start reviewing what I got & why, let me say one last thing: the brand has been incredible (so far) in terms of keeping things in stock. The brand launched with HUGE success – but shades are still in stock, whether it’s on the Fenty site or on (or in!) Sephora. I read that Fenty Beauty worked hard to have a good stockpile before launch, & I don’t know if they particularly planned that – but it’s definitely been working. Like I said, it’s not like people aren’t buying it – people are flocking to buy it.

Like I said – “face stuff” aka: powder, foundation, or contour – isn’t part of my daily routine. I have dry skin, so powder is almost always a no for me (with the exception of Glossier’s Wowder). I never have & probably never will need blotting papers. Foundation is something I can’t justify buying, & I laugh even when I even imagine myself contouring. It looks beautiful on other people, but it has never been my personal thing. Again, like I said – I decided to stick to highlights, a brush, & a lip gloss. Those are all things I wear consistently, & I know I will get use out of the things I bought.

Okay, enough talk. Time for photos, & actual thoughts on the products I purchased! Let’s go!

I mentioned that the products rolled onto my door step gradually; the first two things that arrived were the Shimmer Skinstick & the Gloss Bomb.

Babies in the sun
Quick, easy product descriptions on the back outside packaging

Match Stix Shimmer Skinstick in “Blonde”


The Shimmer Skinstick is described as a “magnetized makeup stick in a long-wear, light-as-air shimmer formula to highlight, blush, enhance, and bronze in 10 colorful shades that let you play.” Although it’s primarily marketed as a highlight, they’re friendly on any area of your face – definitely can be used as eyeshadows; today, I saw a video of someone using one as a lip topper. There’s a clear emphasis on Fenty Beauty products being multi-purpose, which I like!


It was super, super hard for me to pick just one. They were all unique & beautiful. I knew I wanted to play some risks so I tried to steer clear of the cooler, whiter shades. There’s some crazier ones: Ridiic (“golden papaya) & Unicorn (“platinum lilac”) are both good examples. I haven’t seen many looks or swatches of either of these products; I assume it’s because they’re such a bold color. I ended up with Blonde, “a glimmering gold.” I’d call it the cream sister of Trophy Wife – just less actual glitter. The actual stick of product is very thick; you can hold it in your hand, but the thickness of the stick means you’re still getting a lot of product. Not only that, but they’re very pigmented. I get a solid pigment with one swipe; that blends out to a natural highlight. They’re buildable, so more swipes means more glow.

This is just one swipe of Blonde – super pigmented, but it blends out like a dream. You don’t have to tell me – I already know my arm is hairy. Trust me 

I was pleasantly surprised how good this looked on my fair skin, even in a casual way. I hadn’t really expected it to look good for everyday use, but I wore it during the daytime & it looked absolutely appropriate! I even got some compliments. I layered a small dab of Becca’s Liquid Shimmering Skin Perfector in Moonstone; then applied Blonde to my cheekbones, chin, cupid’s bow, bridge of the nose, & inner corners. I used my usual setting spray – NYX Dewy Setting Spray – & it lasted all day, & wore very well – I couldn’t spot any patchiness when it was time to take off my makeup.

This is easy to hold, easy to apply, & even easier to travel with – thanks to the magnets. A big yes on the magnet idea! All of the sticks/portable brushes are magnatized, so they all magnetically snap together.Great for travel, great for putting in your bag for touch-ups. Although I didn’t originally plan on getting the Portable Highlight Brush, I saw the sturdy, small, portable Skinstick & knew that the brush would be the perfect duo. I was right!

The lettering has a holographic shift in the light!

Overall, I like how practical & easy it is to hold the stick; I like how the product blends out (works well with fingers; works even better with the little brush); I like how long they last & how well they wear. I will definitely be collecting a few more of these. Confetti – I have my eye on you!

Gloss Bomb Universal Lip Luminizer


There’s not much to say about this except that it’s a great gloss! It’s a universal shade; called Fenty Glow, described as a “shimmering rose nude.” All of the models (as well as Rihanna, of course) were wearing this in the advertisements & at the launch. They all look beautiful in it, in different ways. Universal is a good word to describe this shade!

It’s not clear; there’s definitely pigment in the tube, as you can see. The wand dispenses a generous amount; if you’re cautious with the amount of gloss you put on your lips, I’d warn you to apply it with a light hand. You can always add more!

Gloss Bomb shares the beehive-shaped packaging with the portable brushes & skin sticks

The scent is really nice; the site calls it “vanilla peach” but I can’t detect any vanilla. It just smells like a very pleasant fruity gloss to me! It (the scent, not the gloss) doesn’t last too long, & the scent isn’t annoyingly fake, like a lot of scented lip products are. I’d say the gloss looks about the same for around two hours; maybe a little less. You’ll have to reapply more often than you would a lipstick – but again, this is a gloss, & it’s not marketed as long-wearing.


If you want something from the Fenty collection but aren’t really into contouring or highlighing, I’d tell you to go for this. You won’t not like it – there isn’t anything to “not like.” It’s just a nice gloss! I do find it extra hydrating. I like it! I also think that it’ll go well with any eye makeup look I might do, so it’s probably a good thing to take on a vacation or a short trip. No matter what the rest of your face is doing, this is a nice, neutral shade that will ground your look.

In the little “What Else You Need To Know” box on Sephora’s site, it reads:

“Rihanna was obsessed with creating the perfect gloss that makes you want to put it on over and over again. ‘I made it because I wanted the girls to get kissed more.’—Rihanna, Brand Founder.”

I’m here for it!

Blonde on the cheekbones, nose, chin, inner corners, & browbone – Fenty Gloss Bomb on the lips

My other two items arrived a few days later: the portable highlight brush & the Killawatt Highlight – Trophy Wife, the highlight of my dreams.

Killawatt Freestyle Highlighter in Trophy Wife


Trophy Wife – you know, the one that everyone & their mother has been talking about. I remember seeing this shade in the launch video – on eyelids, cheekbones, cupid’s bows…even on the shoulders, it seemed. I also remember feeling sad, because: every single gold highlight I have ever tried (ex: Becca Champagne Pop) looks muddy/too dark on my fair skin. It was one of the first products I saw & one of the first products I associated with Fenty Beauty – so, I sighed & lamented over it as I waited for the products to launch.


Then, photos started coming in from the launch event. I saw a LOT of different women wearing Trophy Wife in MANY ways – all different skin tones, all different clothing & makeup styles, all hair colors/styles/textures. They all truly looked beautiful in it – I was shocked, because even girls with fairer skin looked amazing. Trophy Wife looked different on everyone, but it looked good on everyone – that’s what we call universal! I decided to take a risk & go for it.

Top two are @soniachew & @alissa.ashley; bottom is Fenty Girl Camila Costa. All are wearing Trophy Wife!

The queen herself, at the Fenty Beauty launch – also wearing Trophy Wife

When I opened it, Trophy Wife was everything (& more) than I’d expected. It was definitely bold & glittery enough to be an eyeshadow; I could tell that straight off. I wasn’t sure how it’d look on me as a highlight, but I already had it in my hands – it was worth a try.

Trophy Wife – in the flesh

I didn’t have the larger highlighting brush, & the portable one was more for cream products, so I used a fluffy highlighting brush – I don’t know which, but I’m 99% sure it’s from BH Cosmetics (the label wore off). The photo above is me with no other makeup on – no eyes, face, or lips…just Trophy Wife! This was after one swirl with my brush. I tapped off a little excess, but there wasn’t much fallout.


This blends very smoothly. I was expecting it to look rougher, since I didn’t even have a primer on – nope! It was glittery; there are actual particles of very visible glitter in the highlight, so if you’re not there for that, Trophy Wife definitely isn’t for you (at least, not for the cheeks). I only tried it out at home so far, but I kept it on for the whole day, & it faded pretty well, considering that I’d been wearing nothing else. I had some scattered glitter on my face by the end of the day, but it wasn’t excessive, & it washed away easily. I don’t think it’d be an issue if I were actually wearing other things on my face.

Let’s talk packaging for a minute – I love it! It’s an octagon, which mimics the design of the sticks – it’s like a one-dimensional version of the stick’s design. It looks like an eggshell white at first glance; it has this incredible holographic shift when it catches the light. Necessary? No. Welcome? Absolutely. It has an amazing mirror in the compact, too. Once again, easy to travel with, if necessary. Forgot to do your highlight? Forgot your mirror? No problem; now, you only need one compact.

You thought…
…& you thought wrong! A close-up at the holographic shimmer the packaging has when it catches some light
Headshot of Trophy Wife 

I see great things coming for me & Trophy Wife! It’s bold enough that you notice I’m wearing gold on my cheekbones; it’s subtle enough that it doesn’t look dirty or clownish. Overall, I’m super happy with how it turned out for me – this is a very fun highlight that I’ll be able to wear when I’m feeling like I should amp it up a little. I could amp it up a lot, & I’d look like a disco ball! I think there’s a time & place for that, too. Again – shocked that a gold highlight looks good on me (did I mention…that gold…doesn’t…look…good..on me?) but this one does. I’d best describe it as a deeper version of NARS Albatross; a little more glitter, definitely more gold, but infinitely wearable. I’m in love.

Quick candid: love in my eyes; I already adore it

(This is enhanced & just for fun – refer to above photos for actual color & finish! I just like to make everything sparkly)

Portable Highlighter Brush 140


Is this an absolutely necessary thing to get? No, I don’t think so – but I really like it. A large highlighting brush by Morphe is around $15 – but its worse quality. Same goes for BH Cosmetics. This brush is smaller, yes…but it’s also sturdier, easier to carry around (thank you, retractable brush & brush cap!) & perfect for using with a Shimmer Skinstick.

Fenty Beauty says that the “slanted, soft synthetic brush hairs trace the angles of your face, expertly made to diffuse Match Stix Shimmer Skinsticks with speed and precision.” That’s a little dramatic, but essentially, it’s true. It’s a really nice brush, & since it was designed for using with the Shimmer Skinsticks, my Blonde Skinstick & the brush click together perfectly. They don’t separate unless you pull them apart – just like…you guess it….a magnet!


I tried using it with a powder highlight – & it worked beautifully with the powder, too.

The bristles are a pale pink & are very soft. This isn’t exactly a “fluffy brush” but it’s not a stippling brush, either. It’s very much its own thing, & it does a good job at doing what it’s supposed to do: it highlights, & it travels easily. The packaging is the same as the Killawatt packaging: eggshell on first glance, holographic shift when you turn it towards the light.

Gently push down on the silver part, & the brush retracts – just like that!
“Angled precision” & all that good stuff!

Next project: applying first Blonde, then Trophy Wife, both with the Portable Highlighter Brush.

Thoughts after having these products for a few days?

I like them a lot. I even would say I love them. The highlight shades I chose were extremely fun to play with; I can’t wait to keep figuring out new things to do with them! I think the sky’s the limit.

Do I want anything else from Fenty Beauty?

Honestly, I’d probably buy all the Shimmer Skinsticks if I could – same goes for the Killawatt Highlighters. I especially have my eye on Confetti for the Skinstick – it’s a beautiful, holographic, opalescent lavender color that has a lot of duochrome to it. It’s something that you might think of when looking at the Anastasia Beverly Hills Moonchild Glow Kit – that alien-ish, outerspace-ish (neither of those are words) kind of highlight. As for the Killawatt, the Lightning Dust/Fire Crystal Duo look great for fair skin & I think they’d be beautiful as natural highlights for my fair skin, judging from the swatches. I also love Metal Moon – it’s the other single (along with Trophy Wife) in the Killawatt collection – the rest are duos. I also love Ginger Binge/Moscow Mule; I think they’d be a nice glowy blush on me – or a great eyeshadow. Usually, if it’s a highlighting product, I’ll buy it. Say “highlight” & I’m sold. True (& sad) story.

Okay, but seriously: Will I buy any of the other Fenty Beauty products? If so, why?

Well, I’m not going to go for the blotting papers, the mattifying powder, or the contouring sticks. I definitely wouldn’t buy the beauty sponge – but that’s because I just hate using beauty sponges. I already have a loyal foundation brush that works perfectly well for blending out whatever face makeup I choose to have, so I don’t think I’d buy that, either.

I could see myself buying the Pro Filt’r Instant Retouch Primer – in her review of the line, Jackie Aina called it a “smoothing, blurring” primer, & said that if the Too Faced Hangover Primer & Hourglass Veil Mineral Primer(yes, the crazy-expensive one) had a baby, the Fenty primer would be the result. I got a sample of the Hourglass primer when it was a Sephora points reward & did not like it at all  I don’t consider it “dry skin-friendly,” but if it were to be combined with a hydrating primer like the Too Faced one, I could see it being an appealing primer. I tend to go for hydrating, illuminating primers, but I’m not adverse to a little blur. For myself – I’d try some of the Fenty primer out in store before I’d purchase it, simply because I already have a lot of primers that I’m already happy with. However, if it works like I hope it would, it would be like a real-life Snapchat face filter – a little blurring, but friendly for dry skin. That’s something I would buy into – so we’ll see! As for the Pro Filt’r Soft Matte Longwear Foundation, I may get it at some point – just because I am curious to see how the lightest shade wears on me. One of the reasons I don’t wear a full face of foundation (ever) is because it doesn’t look that great on my skin. No matter what foundation I use, & what brush I use to blend, it’ll always end up looking a little off. I hate that, & I searched high & low for good foundations. I couldn’t ever find one; I ended up switching to CC Creams (& I’m not complaining). I’ve heard from some people that the foundation does cling to dry spots, & as someone with dry skin, that’s a flag right there.

Rihanna’s skin products make sense, though – Fenty Beauty said that the face products help one achieve “the perfect #FentyFace” which is 1) Mattify 2) Highlight 3) Blot. Now, since I have dry skin, mattifying & blotting just aren’t part of my makeup routine – ever. I’m always worried about going too matte – it ruins the way my face feels for the rest of the day.

Since the #FentyFace involves blotting & mattifying, I’m going to stay away from the foundation until I make a friend with dry skin buy it first (watch me, I’ll do it). Seriously, though – I just want a little more time to look over different skin types & reviews according to each skin type. The way my complexion looks is super important to me – both Rihanna & I seem to be in that club. It also seems that Rihanna’s skin type is very different from mine; her way to a perfect complexion isn’t necessarily mine.

What #FentyFace looks like (on Rihanna, not the rest of the plebeins)

I’m curious about the Portable Touchup Brush 130 & the Match Stix Matte Skinstick in the shade Linen; I feel like it would be a nice way to touch up or spot conceal on the go. Linen is the lightest shade, but it doesn’t look as light as the lightest foundation shade – again, I would go to the store to swatch the product before buying it. The concept is nice; I like using Glossier’s Perfecting Skin Tint in Light on a daily basis. Then, I’ll put some kind of heavier coverage product in the center of my face – could be a concealer, a CC Cream, or a foundation (“essence”) cushion – & blend outwards to prevent a line on my jawbone. I could see the Skinstick being useful for that kind of thing, but it would have to be creamy to work – so, yet again, let me say that I’d have to go to the store to see it before deciding whether or not it’s worth it.

I have other highlighting brushes, but the Cheek-Hugging Highlight Brush 120 looks very cool & very effective. I like the chiseled shape & the long handle; it seems perfect for when you’re trying to achieve a truly blinding highlight – I love doing that in the fall & winter, especially around the holidays. I’m not going to hop out & buy it immediately, but I do have an eye on it.

What would I buy next? Honestly, probably another Shimmer Skinstick or a Killawatt Highlighter. I love my highlights – & Rihanna really delivered on both of the highlight-type products. Plus, like I mentioned – they’re all versatile. If one ends up looking odd on my cheekbones, it’ll still look amazing on the eyes.

Overall, I think this was the launch of the year, mainly because of the huge shade range that released right away – many brands wait a while before releasing darker shades (which is stupid & unfair) – & also the incredible amount of diversity in the campaign. Oh! Let’s not forget about how all the highlights work in one way or another on all skin tones! & how they can be used on the face, lips, or eyelids! Or all three at once. You decide.

I think that’s a great way to sum up what I’ve seen of Fenty Beauty so far: you decide. There are enough shade options, there are different styles of products (ex. sponge vs. brush) there are mini tips & tutorials, but at the end of the day, it’s freehand – go crazy! Makeup should be fun, & Fenty Beauty just made it a lot more fun, for a lot more people – because they’re very appealing to a very wide demographic. Brands like Fenty Beauty are, in my opinion, the brands of the future. Other companies need to step it up, because this is only the first launch, & we all know Rihanna likes to come back better than ever.

Let’s start placing bets on how long it’ll take me to place another order for another highlight I don’t really need – except that I do, because it’s Rihanna, & I have to.


Sof ❤

Have you tried any Fenty Beauty? If so, what have you got! What are your thoughts? Is there anything you’ve tried that you think I’d like? Let me know! & don’t forget – you can only play the ANTI album while applying Rihanna’s products. 

Illness Is Not A “Fetish,” My Illness Has A “Fetish” For Me: Looking At the “Fetish” Music Video By Selena Gomez – & How I Think It Relates To Chronic Illness

NOTE: Before I begin, I’d like to say that I am very well aware of the…lack of social awareness Selena Gomez has had (“all lives matter” statement & so on). I still think it’s important to hear this out. Selena Gomez may not be likable to you, to me, or anyone else; she may have offended you many times; she could be the worst friend or just bad at conversation. That does not, however, make her chronic illness go away. It furthers my point that chronically ill people are not your angels – chronically ill people have said & do say offensive things. They are not all “good.” They are all not “correct.” I think it’s important to acknowledge that. I hope that Selena’s illness has given her perspective on marginalized communities – because being chronically ill does make you part of one of those marginalized communities, like it or not. Regardless – I think this music video & her latest announcement carry a lot of weight. I hope it will inspire people to speak up about how they feel. I hope more celebrities will continue to open up about chronic illness. Chronic illness (invisible or not) is present everywhere. Either you are ill, or you know someone who is. This is not “rare.” This is common – yet it’s treated as though it has never been heard of. 

I wish every single day that more people will continue to learn more, & that chronically ill people will feel confident to speak up for themselves, about themselves, & share other things about themselves, too. Remember – we are not only our illnesses. One more side note: although Selena Gomez & I do not have he same illness, we both have “invisible illnesses.” I think that if you believe this music video has metaphorical significance to chronic illness, it’s quite relatable across the board – no matter what illness you have. For context (in case you didn’t already know) mine are Crohn’s Disease & inflammatory arthritis. This past summer, Selena Gomez released a cheeky single: “Fetish,” featuring Gucci Mane. Initially, there was a lyric video. It is focused only on Selena’s lips, in sparkly gloss. She smiles, bites her lips, & plays with her elegant, almond-shaped nails. It’s undeniably sexy.


Selena’s Instagram, however, hinted that something else was coming – a project with Petra Collins. It was only right to assume that it’d be a full music video. The sneak peeks at the cinematography were…very different, let’s say, than the images provided for the lyric video. Selena looks somber; vague. She doesn’t look as though she’s completely aware of her surroundings. It’s misty. She looks as though she’s trying to find something she’s lost.

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I remember the day the video came out – I talked with a few friends about it. We admired the video as well as the photographs (also taken by Collins). My sick friends & I talked about how eerily relatable a lot of the video was. This was not your run-of-the-mill “sexy music video.” There are no bikinis. The almond-shaped manicure, if it is there, is not emphasized. Neither is lip gloss. There are scenes of Selena in a freezer. She looks robotic; it doesn’t seem as though she knows what is going on. She looks in the mirror; she sticks her tongue into an eyelash curler. She’s sprawled on the floor. Sometimes, her hair is soaking wet. There isn’t much smiling, but when there is, it’s eerie – it doesn’t seem to be from happiness.

Confusing, right? People had speculated that this song was about past relationships. After watching the actual video, I didn’t think so. Neither did my sick friends. We thought it was about the relationship between a sick person’s body & mind – & how it is a continuous push/pull, love/hate relationship. You do odd things & scary things. You don’t always know what is going on. You can come across as being scary, when in reality, you are trying to stay alive. Your normal is someone else’s nightmare.

This is in no way meant to glamorize illness. I don’t believe that was Selena’s intention, either, if my theory is correct…maybe I’m completely off the mark, but I don’t think that I am.

But why do I think that I’m right in assuming that Selena’s “Fetish” video is about her illness? Because of an Instagram post she made very recently:


Selena’s fans have been speculating about her absence from the pop culture world. She hasn’t been promoting many of her new projects – she’s been recovering. From a kidney transplant.

When I saw this post, I had to sit back for a second. I truly do believe after seeing this that Selena’s song is about dealing with her illness. After sitting back for a while & tying my own experiences into what I took from the music video, I came up with this:

this past year i was VERY sick – whole sophomore year of university. i lost about 20 pounds. i was on chemo pills. at one point, i was having surgical procedures every 4 weeks. i woke up from one feeling like my throat was on fire; i couldn’t breathe. i was confused because the procedure had nothing to do with my throat. i asked the nurse why. she said that i was so thin, my heartrate scared the doctor. they were afraid i’d die on table. so they intubated me; hence the sore throat.

i remember being in my bathroom at school, on the floor at 3 a.m. sobbing, SCREAMING. once, my mama was afraid because i’d texted her that i wanted to die, but i fell asleep before i could tell her i was ok. she thought that i was dead. i woke up to the cops at my door.

i did very weird things with my body. i still do. i move & dance in odd ways. in march, i stared at my naked body in the mirror & i PUNCHED the right lower side of my abdomen. i punched hard. that’s where my disease originates. i secretly hoped something would rupture. i wanted to die.

i have memories of being zoned out on pain meds; listening to the doctor telling me that my disease had given me arthritis. i would no longer be able to be a violinist. it was this weird, hazy, dream-like state. sometimes i feel like i am still in it. my illness is still here, after all.

in this video, selena’s staring at herself in the mirror. she’s on the floor a LOT. she’s almost always inside/near a bathroom. she’s sick; she’s twisted, yes. she bites a lipstick; she puts her tongue in an eyelash curler just because. when your body is going to shit, your tongue doesn’t matter. who cares if you’re in a subzero freezer, eyelashes brittle, smile frozen, when it doesn’t matter in the end?


you can try to push away illness out but it WILL come back. chronic illness has a fetish for your body. it will always be there, no matter what.


i don’t know how to close this. i’m trying to say that this is a very raw perspective on chronic illness. it’s an ugly, twisted, experience. on the floor in a beautiful dress – that’s wet from a shower you were too weak to undress for. you can still throw a party, though – & you will be the life of it. 06-fetish

i read selena got a kidney transplant this summer. i cried. then i wrote this.

“Can’t see a point in blaming you/If I were you I’d do me too” is probably one of the most significant lyrics in the song (for me). Why?

First off, the song in no way glamorizes sickness or illness. We see Selena in despair, we see her in distress, we see her in pain. There is no implication – at all – that Selena’s “experience” inside this random house is enjoyable, glamorous, or, God forbid: “cute.”

However, those lyrics are the ultimate sarcastic laugh at one’s own illness – something I can relate to in some capacity. Of course you picked me, I think. Why wouldn’t you? That’s because the way I look today…I’d pick me, too.

I am sending my best wishes to Selena as she recovers. A transplant is a devastating shock to the body, & it is an extremely difficult thing to recover from – both physically & mentally.

However, Selena speaking so frankly about her illness (& transplant) brings me hope – hope that more celebrities will speak up about their illnesses. AS more celebrities speak up, more “ordinary” people will speak up. I have hope that chronic illness – invisible or otherwise – will become more widely discussed in the upcoming years. I want to be part of it. I am trying my very best to do so.


Sof ❤

Side note:

THIS IS IN NO WAY MEANT TO GLAMORIZE CHRONIC ILLNESS. As someone who has spent many nights on the floor of their bathroom, crying in pain…I promise you that. I don’t think this music video glamorizes it, either.

I am self-injecting the 4th dose of my medication this afternoon. My blood levels were dangerously high or low when I was on other medications. This one is seeming to do the trick. My blood has stabilized. I am working on gaining energy & weight. This will take time, but seeing public figures speak so frankly about their personal experiences with illness – no matter how small or severe! – helps remind me that I am not disgusting, weird, or odd for having what I have. I got a wild card. So did Selena – so did thousands…millions!!! of other people.


Shower Time! First Impressions/Review of Glossier’s New ‘Body Hero’ Collection

Shower? Without me? 😉

Had to get that one out of the way.

Glossier did another “HERE YOU GO!” launch just today (as I type this). This launch? Shower products.

I know Glossier is pumping out product fast these days (they released about one product or a new shade of a product per month in the past year or so); this release, however, was a surprise. I’d been seeing Glossier beauty editors swatching glitters, liners, shadows, & there were many implications that “actual makeup” would be making its way to very soon.

It probably will – Glossier can be transparent when it comes to their “hints.” Again, though: this launch in particular surprised me.

Full disclosure: I am a Glossier rep (as some of you may know) so I got an email on Monday night, talking about the product(s) that would be dropped bright & early on Tuesday morning.

I read through the descriptions, & kind of felt like: “Okay!” I’m not very into body creams or washes – though Lord knows, my dry skin needs some more cream on it – so the descriptions sounded nice…but I didn’t know if it’d end up being a true Glossier product.

When I say that, I mean: not every Glossier product is equal. Some I have refilled countless times; others I tried once & kind of shrugged. For me, it’s either “can’t live without it” or “can get same effect for cheaper.” I was told that Glossier would be sending me the package on launch day, & so I watched the campaign slowly release over the morning.

First of all – the new Glosser Girls are incredibly beautiful. Glossier had a bit of a cheeky theme to this product launch; all the models are completely nude. Stickers & cleverly placed arms cover up the “unsuitable for Instagram even though breasts are just breasts” parts – but you still get to see & appreciate all of these women.

There is more than one body type in this campaign – I know…shocking! Fenty girl (& the woman I want to marry) Paloma Elsesser is on the campaign; so is Swin Cash (retired professional basketball player). Mekdes Mersha, who worked on Glossier’s Invisible Shield & Cloud Paint campaigns, joins as an old-timer. There are several other lovely girls present!

There’s a lot of emphasis on natural beauty, body diversity & bare skin. Stomach rolls exist in real life; they exist on some of these models, too! I don’t know whether or not the photos were touched (& I mean the actual bodies) but again: Glossier seems to be putting serious work into appreciating more than one skin tone, body type, or age. That, straight off the bat, was great to see. May the diversity continue!

Enough chit-chat: let’s get down to business. What is body hero? Why’s it special? What are my thoughts on it so far? I’ll be answering those, for sure. I’m even more sure that more details will pop up as I continue to write.

I like to keep things creative, so all photos are on location. In my bathroom. But still, on location. Artistry is key.

What is Body Hero?

Glossier calls Body Hero “a shower upgrade” – but in real language, Body Hero is a shower duo: a cleanser & a cream. Into The Gloss mentioned a talk about how little time people spend on their body care – you know, the vast majority of the skin you have. & so: Body Hero was born.

I’m someone who doesn’t really pay attention to body wash – I do love my LUSH soap bars (especially the Christmas ones), but if I run out, drugstore is no problem. I do, however, try to make an effort to use body cream every night, though I often forget. Anyways – my skin is dry, so I predicted I’d end up liking the cream. The cleanser confused me, but I was intrigued.

The Body Hero duo in the flesh

Alright! So what’s in the Body Hero Duo?

  1. Daily Oil Wash – $18
  2. Daily Perfecting Cream – $22
  3. A huge – & I mean huge – #glossierpink pouch
  4. A very cool sticker
Power couple (plus sticker)

There you have it: cleanser & cream. Both are 8.4 fl. oz. – the cream is denser, however, so I knew at first glance that it would last longer than the wash. The sticker reminds me of Supreme x Louis Vuitton collection. Intentional? Maybe slightly, yeah. Okay, probably. Scent? “Orange-blossom Neroli Blend.” I find it to be very herbal & calming, but with a hint of brightness to it. I think it’s gender neutral; there’s not anything particularly “masculine” or “feminine” about the scent; it simply is pleasant! fruity fragrances make me sneeze. Both have the same scent – makes sense.

Alright! We got the big details out of the way, but I’ve yet to tell you about the actual product, & what my thoughts on it are after using it for the first time this evening.

Daily Oil Wash


First impression upon squirting some on to my hand: feels like a facial oil; any oil, for that matter. The scent is quite strong initially, but fades gently as the product rinses.

Daily Oil Wash is made of a blend of seven oils – it contains 0% water; it’s completely oil-based. “But oil will make me feel dirty!” some of you may be screaming. I thought that too, for a minute. It felt a little odd on first application, but I tried applying it to damp, not soaked skin…& it worked much better. it gradually lathers into a creamy foam; there’s no detergent sensation (makes sense, as it’s oil-based). The oil blend attracts dirt & grime, creating the foam – which then rinses away easily.

Pump is bagged separately – but comes with the duo, of course

Ingredients? Well, like I said, the oils are a big deal:

  • Coconut, Meadowfoam, Olive, and Soybean Oils – all are known to soften skin. I’d agree with this; my skin felt softer & smoother after application
  • Sesame Oil – soothing & purifying – also attracts oil-soluble grime. Basically, it’s the face cleansing balm for your body
  • Grapeseed Oil – extremely lightweight & is not at all greasy. It also contains some powerful antioxidants, like Vitamin C – which brightens the skin, as we all know!
  • Sunflower Seed Oil – contains mainly Vitamin E, which simultaneously hydrates & keeps the skin’s barrier safe. This decreases the threat of dry skin


A peek at the back: ingredients, as well as tips on how to best use the wash

Color? Consistency? The wash is a pale yellow when in its “oil form” – it obviously turns white as it lathers. It reminds me of canola oil; perhaps a light rosehip oil, too.


Overall: I liked the way this felt when I stepped out of the shower. My skin felt a lot more hydrated than usual; it felt as though I’d already put moisturizer on, or as though I’d taken a bath with a hydrating bath bomb. It felt more like a facial cleanser – except it was for my body. 8.4 fl. oz. is a decent amount of product, & the bottle is sturdy, as is the pump. However – the consistency is thin, so although the amount of product is generous for a mid-priced brand, I might go through it very quickly. I just don’t know yet – we’ll have to see how long this lasts! I used maybe four pumps total; that seemed to do the trick. I don’t know how this would work with a loofah or sponge; I don’t personally like loofahs as they’re rather rough (for me, at least), so I’d be curious to see what the results would be like if anyone tried it. Let me know in the comments if you have!

I also liked that they included a guard for the bottle. The pump is rather large, so it’s incredibly easy to dispense a lot of product – accidentally. That’s always annoying, so I think this guard will help prevent spills or accidents like that. Just make sure you screw on your pump tightly! I did not do that initially, so I spilled a little product. No big deal – just a heads-up.

A guard for the (overly eager) pump

Would I purchase this myself? I cannot say for sure yet. I really like how the product feels on my skin; it is definitely very hydrating, & the sensation of the product is unique. I like unique products! However, I’ll hold my final thoughts on the wash until I get a better idea of how long one 8.4 fl. oz. bottle lasts.

Going for a swim


Daily Perfecting Cream


“Highlight for your body! Highlight for your body!” Everyone was yelling this when talkign about the body cream. Glossier says the cream contains “tiny light-reflecting particles for an instantaneous, dewy sheen that lasts.” So…yeah! Body highlight, I guess. We’ve all had our fair shares of shimmery lotion, though, & you can find those at Target. What’s special about this one?

Unwrapping the present 

I was taken aback by quickly this cream absorbed into my skin. Glossier’s claim that the cream leaves no residue or stickiness is definitely on the mark. I tried some on the back of my hand before giving it a go everywhere else. The result on my hand? Something between a normal lotion & MAC’s Strobe Cream.

Application instructions

The texture is incredible; perfect for the body & hands. It has that same heavenly orange-blossom neroli scent as the Daily Oil Wash. The scent is more intense in the cream & lasts longer. That’s not a problem for me, since I really enjoy the scent, but obviously if you’re not a fan of scented body products/scents in general, the cream might not be a good option.


Ingredients? Let’s talk main ones (like Oil Wash)

  • Desert Plant Blend: An antioxidant-rich mix of Cactus Flower Extract, Prickly Pear Extract, and Yucca Extract for prolonged moisture
  • Evodia Rutaecarpa Fruit Extract Complex – like Vitamin C, this complex brightens skin tone & fades dark spots/scars
  • Tamarind Fruit – Magnesium, Potassium, and AHAs gently exfoliate, leaving skin very, very soft
  • Light-Reflecting Particles: reflects light, makes skin glow (hence the “body highlight”

If we’re talking the duo, Daily Perfecting Cream takes the cake – at least, on my first impression it did. I mentioned being shocked at how smoothly it blended into the skin – it almost disappears on the spot. It feels extremely luxurious when squeezed out of the bottle; it doesn’t give off the sticky/sweaty feel that a lot of “heavy” body lotions or creams do. Now my collarbones are glowing – as is every other part of me. Because of that, I know what’ll be on my shoulders every single time I wear a sleeveless piece from this point forwards. Can you guess?

Would I purchase this myself? Hands-down, yes. This is amazing. I love it to pieces already. I would also predict that the cream will last longer than the wash; though both are very lightweight, a little goes an extremely long way with the cream. I went through more wash than I did cream; I’ll assume it’ll continue that way. Regardless – this product is something I want, it’s something I’ll keep & use daily, & it is something I’ve added to my “special Glossier” collection.

A demo of how much I love the cream – I hugged it so tightly I squeezed it out of shape (don’t worry, it came back to life)

Overall thoughts on Body Hero? I think that if you’re looking to spice up your shower routine a bit, these may be some good options. I’m not sure how long the Daily Oil Wash will last. I like it, but I can’t say if it’s worth it yet. I really don’t know, & I don’t like to hide my thoughts about a product! It feels amazing during & after application…I’m just wary that it’ll go fast. The cream is a hands-down “yes” from me. I love the effect it gives; dewy skin is always something I strive for, & a dewy face is possible thanks to highlighters. It’d look a little odd if we all started patting luminous powder all over our bodies, so this cream does that – just in a more elegant way. 10/10, all the way.

I spotted a shirt on someone’s Instagram story: white, with the Body Hero logo on it. I hope it’s part of the new merchandise that (hopefully) is coming soon…

Did I convince anyone to get the Body Hero Duo? Did I make some of you say “absolutely not?” I’m interested in other oil body washes, now, & I’d love to hear some of your recommendations, if you have any.

Shop Glossier here! 20% off your first order! Free shipping on the Body Hero Duo! & free shipping on any 2+ items for returning customers (like me).

I have some cool cool stuff coming up! So I’ll see you…very soon!


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P.S. I forgot to go into detail on how big the pouch is. Serious upgrade! We’re talking the size of a small purse/pouch purse. Loves it.